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16 Sept (Thursday)
Coach Day

Its been an awfully long time since I went back to secondary school. Well apparently, lots of things happen today so prepared. Its my first time coming back to sch that month. I made a promise to God. If I cant feel that he wants me to stay in this CCA. I will leave and NEVER come back. But I can feel him, I pray for a great presence and a touch from God. I don’t want to be like my bro, thinking that he can touch lives when God doesn’t want him to be there. I have heard that, when God moves us, there is nothing we can do that will change the past. But if God does not move us, then let us not move from that place and basically, that was what I need.
Miss goh was so happy to see me, I don’t know why. So we talked for a while until the juniors have completed their training. There was a part when we are supposed to do a lion dance to our coach but we kinda forgotten the gift part so it was dam awkward when we did a lion dance but gave nothing to coach. But lets skip this part.



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So we had pizza and loads of drinks. I went around eating and managed to talk to some of the juniors. And soon after, it came to a point when I saw something so outrageous… there was a sec 1 girl, sitting on a rectangular block, facing the basketball and she was eating alone. It captures my attention when something is out of the ordinary. So I lean against a pillar, hoping that I can pluck up my courage and talk to her but couldn’t. dam it. So she was just sitting there and I… was just standing there. Soon, the other juniors called her over to the fitness corner.

Finally, I was relieved so she wont be alone. Then the seniors or I will say my Badge, they came and acted like her. Meaning, they sat down on the block and pretended the sec 1 girl was emo. And the way they act as if, the sec 1 girl was dying for attention. I just felt so WTC. One of those times, makes me wanna bash them up. I couldn’t take it anymore, plus the other juniors left her after knowing they cant talk to her, so I went over and tried to talk to her.

Well, the first few minutes were really bad and we got a few awkward silence. Then after a short while, we were called to gather for dismissal. So didn’t really spend long with her, which is good cos I thought I really messed up the conversation. Then I felt so bad, what if she thinks im irritating and maybe she wants to be alone but I didn’t give her that and oh crap. Yeah… Was telling God if I have done the right thing. But there was one thing left to do.

Since I thought I cant do much to help, I do the one ting that I long and pray to do, I stand up and talk to the juniors. And I followed the speech originated from Facing the Giants. First, I start by asking if anyone could answer which wushu team was the best the past 10 years, I would give them $10. The past 5 years, I will give $5 and 2, will give $2. True enough, not one can answer me, except the last Qn. Then I ask, if no one can answer me, then whats the point training to be the ‘best’ when people don’t recognized the best?

And there were more Qns but next time. The point is, I completely went against everything that they learnt about studies, went against fate, went against about getting championship and focus on attitude. So much so, my teacher had to end off the talk soon. But yeah, I guess I have said everything from my mind. So I told God, ‘ I did my part, I went off my comfort zone and it went… terrible (assuming I did a bad job)! And fine, I did what im supposed to do and now… im outta here’.

So I ignored everyone and walked out, until someone called me. It was the sec 1 girl. We had a short chat an she was telling me how touched she was to hear from me and she kept saying she’s about to cry. Haha! Funny how I thought I messed up so much and assumed it all went down to waste and out comes this little girl who gave words of affirmation. Appears that she really wanted to get to know me more. So we exchanged numbers and we kinda msg the whole night. Was watching New Moon but the movie got so boring, I msg the sec 1 girl instead. Wont say names cos im not even in love with her and its bad to talk about her in this blog.

All I knew, at the end of the day, God was merciful and I guess im allowed to stay in my CCA. Apparently, no matter how much we screw up in Life, God always had the power to turn our life around and let us see the unbelievable coming true. I don’t know about you but I believe my God is a very very merciful God.

Movie Review- The Informant
Rating- 8.6/10__4 stars

Actually, I got bored watching the first 30 min of the film. I know Matt Damon is the informant and what makes this movie so good to watch. Then overtime, when problems rising and things getting out of hand, I figured the cast have very good acting skills. NEVER underestimate the power of lying. It gets so strong, not even a judge would like to believe you. Matt Damon plays an informant giving and receiving information from people. He tries to get more money because of a price-listing problem. However, as more money comes in, he becomes more greedy and he began to use his skills to fool others. He betrayed his friends, betrayed the FBI and fooled his company. Maybe its because my mum sat next to me and explains when the film continues which is why I understand and love the movie. although the English is little profound, I think many people will understand as they continue watching the movie.

PS: now im getting more free since my holidays are here. cant believe its alr FEB!!! maybe i can post a LITTLE bit more when im free.... shit, i hope.
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