Thursday, August 27, 2009
What a day 4:46 PM

Thursday
Those who got B3 were at a dilemma on whether or not, they want to re-take o level Chinese. Some say yes, some say no, many were unsure, like me. My friends do encourage me to re-take Chinese. Well, after a long waiting, I wanna take Chinese again. Not becos I have drop subjects, becos I don’t wanna get a C. so this mean one thing… I cant sleep in class during Chinese. Results will be out next week. I am of sure, I wont be top in class. Hello! So much hecking careless mistakes man. It totally kill me. POA gone fail, combine human failed, omg. A maths paper was freaking tough. Dam it. this sooo sucks. Before any lessons happen, something else happen!

I got my A2 for my CCA. First, it was C6, now it was A2. omg!! it’s a freaking miracle!! I cant believe it!! my grade just jumped for 4 grades difference. God actually heard my prayer and answered it. and I have seen it with my own two naked pair eyes. I was just soooo stunned. I could have jump over someone if I had to, but gotta maintain discipline. Haha! omg!! heck, really cant believe it. so I have decided whatever God wants to give me, I want more for it. I just long for him and his work.

Then boon and I went back early cos we got no science and there was no PE. Sian, I need exercise man! For SS tuition today, we did a lot of SBQ. Man, I now notice I really do suck in SS. Sometimes, I find it super hard to interpret the source. Those who do a lot of SS and still fail will know what I mean. My tuition teacher dog kept disturbing me. So Mrs Joy wanted to bring it out but it wouldn’t. so she took a bread and threw it out. The dog just stare at it, don’t worry, I took a pic on it. we had 2 hrs for SS this time. Man, im just so tired.

see the lady? yes. see the dog? duh. see the beard? hmmm...


Friday
3 hrs of science, what am I wonnga do for 2 hrs man?! Anyway, thanks to boon kim. We went to see Mr Shadiq. He helped us through oral. Since today was English O level oral. Omg. o level man!! Sometimes, I don’t feel anxious but this time, I was playing all the way. dam, its too much, must be more serious. Then mr Shadiq say its like talking to a friend. We cannot just maintain silence, we have to talk and show emotions. So what I was doing was quite okay. After 2 hrs of reading and pic discussion. I feel confident man. I was also quite sian becos I read and talk so much. then for the next hr, we talk about our life and how we changed throughout the years.

Then after lunch, it was O level End oral. How do I feel? Just fine… lol! My friends and I even play Dart throwing in the classroom. Its true, I was quite nervous but I try to pull myself together. Then Winston and I were next. One thing very funny is, when I read passage, Winston read passage. I read again, Winston read again. I turn to pic. He did the same. Dam funny man! Anyway, oral was great! The passage was quite good, even though I read could as in would. Pic discussion, I hesitated for quite a while but I think its no problem. Only the conversation, I was stunned for some time. The teacher had to ask me about 5 times. omg! don’t know whether I will do well or not. Well, I like winston’s story, super funny. Haha! ok, enough of him.

Then I went for tuition, crap! I failed my compo again. Went off topic, crap. Better not do that next session man, its gonna be sooo bad. Then I watch Saving Private Ryan with zack. Review is below.



Saturday
Today is a super sian and tiring day. I can just drop down and sleep if I have to. Firstly, I got tuition in the morning. After that, my teacher was chasing me out cos he gotta pack some stuff. So I saw the dogs. Omg, they are so cute. So I took a video, however, it might be little blur. Then my bro head to sch while I got to eat lunch first and rush off to see a house. Yes, we’re moving again, don’t ask me how. So we went to see 2 houses and my dad tried to educate me on how to treat people and get the best deal. Then I told my mum zack and I got tuition afterwards. Its SS tuition cos last time, we didn’t come so we gotta make up. We did SEQ and more SBQ Qns. I can only concentrate until the last 30min. then I really felt like sleeping. I took 1 hr to do 3 Qns. Seriously, we were dying. Then got back home and my mum told me we were going out to eat cos we gotta see another house by 8. zack had gone for tuition, went to sch for art, went for SS tuition and then go out for dinner, worse than me. But one good thing happen, we don’t have to see house cos the owners weren’t free. Oh thank God. So we got home, did a few stuff and went to bed… quickly. Omg. im just sooo tired.

''teddy''

other dogs

video on the dogs


Sunday
Went to church in the morning. The talk was quite new. Today was Riverlife’s 41st birthday. The talk was about Undivided. How to prevent Generation Gap between elderly and teenagers. It was quite interesting but it little long. the only funny part that kept me going was the translator who was suppose to to translate Eng to Chinese. Then I went back to my old church and I was speechless… just speechless.

As I went to the youth service, the talk felt so empty. The singing… I can only hear my bro singing. I look around, everyone just looked so sian, like they were being forced to come. I sense the whole atmosphere. Where is God? Its like the people are there, just to see their friends. When the speaker say there was no class, u can hear cheers from one side. I don’t know why. Soon, u see everyone just talking to one another. Its like I can sense many are here cos my parents come and so they come to. I felt so speechless. Its like I cant feel God in that place. but many say I cant make assumptions, I could be wrong. Well, if im wrong, where is God? Have they forgotten him? What has become of this place? I always know the singing was nice, everyone would cooperate… but now, it has turn into a country club. Where is God! I felt so lost, and I wanted to know, have they really set God aside? I told my family, I told my friends, I told my cousins. I tried to find any help I could possibly get. Many friends are really helpful. They told me to trust God at all times and he would always be there for us. Well, come to think of it, if God is with us, who can be against us? I took me about 4 hrs so I can relax for a while. Sometimes, I question myself about my faith. It is sometimes, very little but as what God says, If your faith is as small as a mustard seed, you can move mountains. Then I knew, strong faith in myself would mean nothing. But having small faith in a strong God will mean everything.


Movie Review- Saving Private Ryan Rating- 8.6/10__4 stars

Directed by Steven Spielberg. This is one of the most inspired war movies ever in history. The first war scene inspired many to create more, especially for animations. It talks about world war 2 and how 8 men are supposed to save one person, private Ryan. Storyline is simple, the mission is a man. Mainly, its saying a mother of 4 has lost all her children so she ordered the army to bring her last son back. Obviously, there is conflict cos why would 8 men risk their lives and save 1. but as the movie goes on, there are some touching moments. In the whole movie, there are about 4 shooting scenes in the 2.5 hr movie. So yea, some parts are boring and the soldiers talk about their lives. However, although there are only 4 shooting scenes. All of them and I mean ALL are very intense and leave u speechless. Imagine directing a 25 min long shooting scene. It’s a killer man! There many ‘one take’ too. And they last more than 30 seconds. Longest was about 2 min, I think. The ending is very simple and peaceful. No twist, no extra scenes. It ends where it supposed to end, which is good. Another successful work by Steven. Three cheers to him!


PS: Fun Facts

No. of words = 1500 and more

Days to complete post = 4_ Friday night, Saturday night, Sunday afternoon, Thursday
afternoon.

Time taken on post = about 7 hrs

Current mood = sian

Time taken to read finish post = nearly 15 min

Unforgettable moments = Tuesday’s interview, Wednesday’s camera lessons, Monday’s POA work with Winston, singing to shelby, Sunday’s event.


Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I tell you the truth 9:39 PM

On a true event (not based, not inspired)

When I tell people ‘‘look on the bright side of everything’’, they would say ‘‘not easy, you do it first, set a good example’’. And today, I have actually done it. Its true, it wasn’t easy, it was never easy. ‘‘In everything, give thanks’’ quoted from my bro. I never really knew it was one of the hardest things to do. But today… I finally understand the full thing.

Today, we were going to get our Chinese O level results. I had mixed feelings, part of me knew the results, part
of me was not so sure. And the first lesson was Chinese, my friends were begging the teacher for the results but the teacher made a promise not to say it out. Many teachers commented, it was a disappointment. Means to say, we had done worse than last year. Then I saw, all of the 5 N pass the paper. I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy becos I passed but sad, as I don’t just want to pass, I want to pass good. Then we went to class to hear our results. The suspense was just killing me. I told myself, if I get a 6, I want to re-take. But inside of me wanted a B4, I just wanted it sooo badly. The teacher called my name. I got a 6. I tell u, I was so disappointed in myself, I wanted to say ‘F’ and slam my head on the table until it bleeds. It was nothing I expected. Not even a 5. Then all of the sudden, Robert and Lester started jumping and cheering. I stared at them, blankly. Then I just smile and laugh softly. I just laugh… no one could tell how I felt. I never knew 2 people who were laughing at me actually saved me. They actually prevented me from hating myself and cursing vulgarities. I felt so sad but I just laugh, I have no reason why. I wish to thank them… but who will believe me? I bet both of them do not even know it.

During Eng, Winston asked me if I got 8 dollars. I was stunned at the Qn. I told to Don that I forgotten to bring my money to sch. So I gotta use my savings. Once my savings run out, I cant spent anymore even though I still have money with me buy I agreed not to spend the other money. They were paper dollars notes and to me, I wanna keep them. I had old coins too, 1988 to be exact. It’s a old coin and I love keeping old coins. My friends would have known me. Then I just said ‘yes’ to Winston. The Qn is… why? I told myself, I don’t want to spend the money and I end up giving them to Winston, who is going to spent it for a haircut. Its super not worth it. but why do I give him? I had an inner battle in me. Then it came to me, what are the money to me? They are just old money, earthly things. If I don’t give them up, I’ll be too obsessed into not spending them, and I knew that myself. I just look at the sky… and said, ‘‘Lord, I can let them go. They are just temporary to me. Nothing much. There is more than this. I know u will give them to me. U gave me miracles, and I cannot buy miracles…’’ I was reluctant to give but in the end, I did. But as I said, Winston don’t need to know about it.


I walked with boon home. I was thinking, after walking with him, I wanna go back sch. Then boon was walking further away. I want to bring him to the bus stop but he went beyond that. So I walked with him until another bus stop which is very far away. Then boon told me he wanted to go on. So we walked to a traffic light. After that, we walked until the old Ping Yi sch or what used to be Ping Yi once. Then boon said he wanted to go bedok interchange. Then we across to bedok inter. My legs were dying. Then boon told me the walk was very short. I stared at him, What the heck. We have been walking for 30 min. then he told me it felt like only 5min. I was like, WTC. Then I was about to tell him, I wanna go back sch but I look around me. Ai ya, just accompany him to his home! I wanted to go back cos I wanna buy bubble tea but I end up buying it at bedok inter, which taste soooo not good. Too sweet and so much ice. My legs were killing me now. I only accompanied boon until the other side of the road then I was too tired so agreed to meet him afterwards. I could have said no, but why do I go the extra mile for? Look on the bright side, I learnt one thing. During a major exam, its not about what grade u get, its about how well u have done. Mr Chui told us too, u may get 75/100, that’s an A. but if everyone gets that, the 85 mark range will be an A and 75 mark would be a B3 or so. Marks doesn’t matter anymore, its how many people u can win. It struck me. Despite the long talk and straining of my legs, at least I understand one thing.


So I tell u the truth. Setting a good example was never easy. Meaning what u say was never easy. When people managed to do it, they say ‘now you try la!’ but I say to them, ‘its not impossible’.

Saturday, August 15, 2009
As the days past 9:50 PM

Thursday
Today was science practical. So boon and I don’t have to come sch in the morning, haha! I just feel proud to drop sci, thank God! So im gonna meet boon at Tampines. We went to the library. First time going there, serious. Boon had to direct me. I was soooo freaking blur. Maybe becos I don’t hang out much during my past years that I don’t know many places. So when we got there, we found a place that was very good fir studying. They have table and chairs and air-con. And there is space. When I go Bedok one, there is always no space. We did eng, I was planning a story to share to the sch while boon was doing a random title compo. We stayed for about an hour or more. Then we were going back to sch but we were somehow unsure of which bus to take, omg. about to take 67 or 18, then I thought… shit la, why not just take MRT? It’s the fastest. We got to sch by 1.30 phew, in time for Eng. I got my results back but I aint gonna show it yet. Later!
Just to say, we have pool after that. Winston Vs alan, Dy VS Cs, me Vs doni. My match with don is the longest, cos both of us are soooo weak. We got like ‘free ball’ about 10 times. we played about 30 min, omg. super long! Then this man came to teach us some steps to play Pool, he was pretty good. Well not pretty, he was very good. At least, I know how to improve for Pool. So I won, sry don.

Ate fries, went home, play games and sleep. That’s my day!

see the girl is red shirt and white gloves, she looks like a guard in the MRT

see her now?

more guards?

Tampines library



Friday
The whole morning was on sci. James was absent so I went to help him do the checking. At A maths, I got 2 people in class... Omg. I just said 2 words and they said all day. Must have knew it was a joke. sigh… we got SS, got my results. Shit! 1 more mark and I’ll pass, despite being 2nd top in SS. Crap, that sooo sucked. We ended real early cos many teachers were not around. So we were super bored. Not all of us, only boon and I. so we followed Winston and Cs for Geog. Took a pic of them in the library. Haha! got tuition in the evening and im gonna go out with my friends for bowling. Woohoo! Cant wait man.
listening attentively, haha!


Saturday
Went for tuition today. It appears that my tuition teacher is moving house. Oh ya, before that, I was shocked that there are still a lot of A maths sums that I do not know. But now… im still stuck, lol! I aint that smart though, for those who know me, im still blur at sometimes. After tuiton, MY SIS DROVE US HOME. Omg!! first time first time man! Zack was joking whether she would crash the car. Lol! Dam funny but I thought he was being mean. My sis driving was pretty good, not becos she didn’t crash the car but her movement of driving was quite smooth. Then zack and I are gonna meet Shaun, Ang-ness and boon for bowling.

Zhi Jun help us to watch for the movie, yes, we are gonna watch a movie after bowling. So overall, Shaun is the best, duh. Then zack, boon, me and Sam. Don’t keep high hopes on me, I was never good in bowling but that doesn’t mean I don’t like bowling. I love bowling, even if I always lose, its still fun. Boon had to leave after bowling so he cant join us for movie. We went zhi jun to watch Where got Ghost. Before, Sam brought us to this very cheap chicken rice shop. It was very good. We finished in about 5min. not becos the food was little, becos we were just too hungry. So we met Jun and watch the movie. Review is below. Zack and I head home cos our parents brought dinner back for us. Well, that’s all for today.


in the bus





zack--- zhi jun--- me

bowling, sam(orange), shaun(black), zack(black also), boon(grey)


Movie Review- Where got Ghost? Rating-7.9/10__3 stars

Directed by popular star Jack Neo. His movies are best of comedy.
Movie talks about 2 stories, Ghosts in the streets, Ghost in the forest, Ghost in the house. I like the 3rd one best, duh, cos the 3 main stars are inside. Plus, it’s the continue event of Money No Enough 2, that’s after the family’s mother dies. It gets super funny if u watch Money No Enough 2. Ghost in the forest is the freakiest. Ghost in the streets suppose to be the funniest cos I heard the most laughters, lol! It was a pretty fair movie. Computer graphics are very easily seen. This is bad cos u alr know its fake and it doesn’t look partly real. Bad computer graphics also mean it doesn’t suit the background so sometimes, I get a little annoyed by it. the outtakes are freakingly funny also, u see the mistakes of the movie, haha, dam funny. Overall, its quite okay for a low budget movie.


I dont believe it. im look at myself and I knew, im changing to someone I don’t wanna be. I feel really really different. Im becoming more short-tempered, im saying more vulgarities. Oh gosh, this is not me. Who am I becoming now? I hate this. this is not me. Lord, I know u will leave me broken to reform me, but God, I need u to break me again, break my heart and leave me broken. I really need you to re-reform me. Please open up my eyes to the things unseen. Show me your way, teach me how to love like you have love me. I am becoming someone else, someone I never thought I’ll be. But Lord, I understand people change, and so do I, so please Lord, change me for the better…

Sunday, August 9, 2009
3 sections 7:18 PM

New trailers (special thanks to Shaun Po for showing me some more trailers, thanks Shaun)

Sherlock Holmes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUQbmFAE5WI

Comment: directed by Guy Ritchie (rocknrolla) this movie looks convincing but Sherlock holmes is more of a crime solver than action. There are a lot of action inside, lets hope the movie is still intelligent and thrilling.


The Final Destination

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQVXU09pkqU&feature=channel

Comment: the last 3 final destination series were all hits. How about this one? No one knows. I must say a lot of explosions. Some very weird things like how can a wall crack and the railings shake in a Race car match. Wont the security know about it and check? That’s odd. How can a spike drop from a car, freaking weird, all part is needed for the car, if one part is missing, something has to happen to the car. Deaths look way too coincident. Not necessary when something flies, it will hit your face. I should expect more, the 4th movie and the idea still stays the same. Really need more good ideas and more notable deaths in this movie. I might watch it but I don’t know when.


The Road

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbLgszfXTAY&feature=channel

Comment: looks pretty good but I’ll rather watch it when I get the disc. Storyline looks cliché. Kid get taken away, man hunts down enemies to get back kid. Its totally normal. No twist, no suspense. I think I can give this a miss. Sry.


District 9

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6PDlMggROA&feature=related

comment: even though its produced by Peter Jackson (lord of the Rings), it doesn’t prove the movie will actually be as good. I must admit, the trailer is very good, especially when the robot caught the missile. Dam cool and stylish. But as I said, it may not be as good. Its very convincing, cos im sure many people will watch it. It talks about Aliens and humans. Sounds cliché but I don’t think this story is that. I think it take Aliens to a slightly higher level. Go man go!


Halloween 2 (new trailer)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AX1ywu5Y0a8&feature=channel

Comment: this is the second trailer. It seems better though. Story is simple Michael Myers is not dead, and he’s out to get his sister again. I have alr talked about this one. Its gonna be a cool slasher movie. I gonna watch this, im sooo gonna watch! Im gonna bring my friends again, lol! Winston, its not a horror movie. Don, lets just watch together, ya! I love to see when the slasher kills police. This just brings in more action. I don’t like when the victims keep running and running and only the end, then they start fighting. That’s too cliché. So friends… you guys have been warned, haha!


Sorority Row

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MbdY3_vLc2k&feature=channel

Comment: omg. Another teen slasher shit movie. I cant believe it. This is another stupid movie. Even if the slasher is stylish when she kills, yes it is a she, it still doesn’t show a convincing type of cool movie. If u don’t understand the movie, let me tell u. basically, it was prank about a guy accidentally killing a girl, but it suppose to be prank. So one guy thought it was real and went to really kill the girl cos he thought he could dispose her. Then it turns out the girl really end up getting killed. But as you and I know it, the person aint really dead so she comes back and kill the pranksters. If the killer does not look human, shit man, it will suck a lot!! Hope its not just another teen slasher flick.

2012

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyCCd8MCcZY

Comment: basically, this movie says the world will end by 2012. but actual facts, it wont. Cos its just a movie. No one knows the real end of the world date except God. This movie reminds me of Day after Tomorrow cos it is from the directors of that movie. Looks very convincing since it like a Michael Bay movie of destruction. Lets hope the movie is better than the trailer.


Ninja Assassin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4pEKQ_zUBo

Comment: looks good, looks simple. Furthermore, looks like Blood, the Last vampire. So it may ought to suck, I can bet computer graphics for blood can easily be seen. I don’t understand the story plot. Cant be the main character is just set to kill and get hunted down? Obviously, it will be better than Blood itself. Btw, Rain is acting in it. that’s all.


Gamer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ubYTIazskQ&feature=related

Comment: a very terrible storyline with a lot of action. It sooo reminds me of Death Race. If Death Race sucked, this movie might just be as terrible too. However, I cannot compare just by watching the trailer. But seriously though, I’ll rather just get the disc. Don’t tell me u don’t understand the story, cos the story is very very easy. At least, the trailer says that. Movie seems good cos of the grey-scale effects. Doesn’t really looked original and stylish. Ending is very predictable, main character gets set free… or maybe not. Who knows?


Last but not least… 9 (new trailer)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ON5TNWFvJt0&feature=related

Comment: if u haven’t heard of this movie, do watch the trailer. To me, this is a Must-Watch movie. The music rockz and the CG is a well done. It promotes cinematic animation. However, I do like the first trailer though. U can search for it in Youtube. Technically, a scientist give dolls a breath of life and later on, machines target on humans, so these dolls have to stop these machines. I like no. 8 best. It has a cool knife that can really cut. Lol!

All 10 trailers… 4 were from Shaun.


Saturday

I didn’t have tuition today so im like sooo free. I normally study with my friends on sat. since there is no tuition, my family and I went out for breakfast. Then we were going home. My sis was going to stay in a Hostel since her Uni is extremely far from home. My bro and I could have gone back home but I chose to stay on. I didn’t know why. Then when we reached there, I knew. I had to carry a lot of things to my sis room in the Hostel. She was at the 3rd floor. When we got there, the room was very simple. A bed, a wardrobe and a table with a chair. No toiler though. We set up a fan for my sis, arranged some stationery on the table, clean the wardrobe and plan on what else to bring the next time. It was very tiring, especially climbing up and down to get tools for setting the fan and stuff.

When I got home, I was alr real tired. I played dota, duh, then I lie on the bed. Suddenly, I just fell asleep, omg. I must be really tired. I mean, I don’t normally sleep in the afternoon even if I was tired. So I woke up feeling real blur. Trust me, I cant even switch on the lights. We ate streak that day. My maid cooked that. I watched Push though. And I think that’s about it. Just a normal life.

on the way



her room is next to a forest o.O

the room, really simple

this is after...


Sunday
My dad was rushing all of us cos he thought we would be late. Guess what? we were extremely early. Like about 30 plus min earlier. So I slowly ate my breakfast. The sermon was good today, speaker talked about the things we should give up for God, even the precious things that we hold on dearly. Cos we can give them to God, God will indeed give us something more. Believe that? Definitely.

We went to watched G.I.J.O.E afterwards, review is below. Then we got to grandma huse and played chess. Omg. nearly won zack on international chess. Dam, so close. That’s all. Im gonna see Up with one of my friends tmr. I don’t know when but Omg, cant wait, =D haha!

playing chess with josh

helping my sis carrying some stuff for her hostel room

Movie Review- G.I.J.O.E, Rise of the Cobra Rating- 9.1/10__ 4.5 stars
Stephen Sommers really wanted to compare to Michael bay standard. Story is understandable. An invasion for world conqueror and as u know, a team must stop it. The team is called G.I.J.O.E. and no, it is not some dude with the name Joe. Action is intense, the road scene will definitely leave u with Woah, Woah and more Woah. Stephen Sommers really done it over the limit. Many people thought it would been all action and no storyline. Well, they are wrong. The movie is just right for action, not too much. the storyline is not too complicated cos the flashbacks explains along as u watch further. I love Storm Shadow, it’s the reason why the critics say he stole the movie. Girls just scream for him when he fights. I just love his white outfit, dam stylish. The starting fight is alr intense. Conflicts start when the good guy and bad girl are once couples. Then I’ll let your imagination do the rest and Ta Da!! You got the movie. Ps- there will be a serial, confirm! The ending will just leave u speechless…


Friday, August 7, 2009
Today 10:41 PM

Today
Today id national day. The starting was extremely broing cos I got very indecisive friends. One moment want to do this, the other moment don’t want to. Come on man, make up your mind. Its gets very irritating after a while. No one wants to try archery . I saw it. it looked fun and IT IS! James was there so I went to join him. I got 2 yellows and 1 red. Means I hit the yellow circle twice and once on the red. Means to say, in simple, terms, im not bad. Lol! So met up with James and we went to play some funny game with Mr chui. Basically, u throw a small white ball, then u must throw a metal as close to the white ball, not necessary to hit the white ball. Dam, I forgotten the name. but I really liked the game. Mr chui said I was good in that game. Woohoo! I never knew that. Mr kuan like suggesting whether we could present sch, lol! It was a tough game though, its not actually I am good, is the others aren’t that good. Took some pic too.

Then we went to the hall, for some singing and cheering for Singapore stuff. SUPER NOISY! I can barely hear my own voice. After a while, it got better, then I can follow the sch sing the songs. For those of u who noticed I have been rather quiet or (emo), reason is… something personal. I was hurt by someone’s words yesterday. But don’t worry, im better. Took videos in sch. Yes, I actually recorded some scenes are teachers singing and my class waving Singapore flags. Haha, real funny!

Only after everything ends, something happened. I don’t know why. Why does every best day of my life have to be my worst day. Its true, I got shocking news. But strangely, a certain happiness and a certain sadness came upon me. It was mixed feelings. Part of me is sad, the other is happy. My family knew about it. They told me something, something I have yet to come across. Words that I cannot describe or rephrase. Then I think to myself. Shit, I sometimes really do hate myself for being so sensitive. My mum told me one thing, it is not over yet. One good reason for that, the year hasn’t end yet. Dam…

what is going on?

great... no sports yet.

wondering around

finally, im going play with Mr chui



i do apologise for the shakiness, i cant be caught by the teacher so yeah, i guess u know what i mean, haha.

some shooting. haha.


Movie Review- Fearless (director’s cut) Rating- 9.6/10__5 stars
This is jet li’s best performance ever.
Directed by Ronny Yu, (Freddy VS Jason). He is one of the best directors in history. It talks about the life of Huo Yan Jia. The actual movie left some Qns unanswered. So I watched the director’s cut. Omg. its sooo much better. The storyline is the best!! It talks about a guy who fights all day and when he lost everything, he didn’t want to fight in his country but he wants to fight for the country. It promotes the style of putting a good fight and Wushu. It is one of the very few movies that have an excellent storyline along with stylish, cool action. I like the part where Jet li bash up his disciples. It was simple kick ass. I would recommend this to everyone even though its NC 16 for violence. This shows the true meaning of martial arts. Wow! Truly inspiring! I just simply love it and love it more! The best movie so far. Other movies have all the action but weak storyline. I nearly cried after the movie. Its touching, action-packed, good pace and amazing story. Together, u can an almost perfect movie. If u haven’t seen it. one thing I can say to u, GO WATCH IT!


As the days past, I noticed friends are changing. Well, I can understand things change and people do change too. More friends treating others what they deserve. If the people treat them bad, they will treat the people just as bad. It is what they called, Fair. Many friends are struggling a lot just to get what they want. As a result, many tend to grow weak inside and chose not to care about many things, even the people who also cared for them. My sis was right, I am just one person, what more can I do? Change one life or impact everyone? My sis told me, I had to be certain. I cant just say don’t know anymore. I had to be sure. The moment im sure, there is a goal to achieve.
Im going to tell my friends. There is nothing wrong by worrying, just don’t think too much. There is nothing with preparing, just too be paranoid. There is nothing wrong with being angry and venting it on an innocent person, just be willing to apologise back. So those of u who are in my sch and are reading this now, u have my word, im gonna share a story to the sch. And im gonna show what kind of attitude a real person should be. I cant take it anymore, I wont allow my friends to be flooded with people’s crap talk and in the end lose hope on themselves, I just cant allow that…
Take heart and be strong, those who have hoped for a miracle in your life. Because it will come true.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Finally it is over 10:59 PM

Monday
A maths paper today. Omg. got so much to say. We got to go to C4-02, means a different classroom for A maths. We were mainly revising all the formulas. Paper 1 was simple but hard. Ai ya, don’t know how to describe man. The first few Qns were easy but I found from my friends that I made a lot of careless mistake, omg. the last few Qns, I don’t even understand what theyre talking about. So much careless mistakes, how to get A1 now? Crap. We started at 7.55 or so. We were suppose to end by 9.55 but mrs goh came in and put in 10am cos I think she follow time table. So to say, we actually got 5 min extra. Cool eh? Even so, I still leave some Qns blank.

Now… here comes paper 2. it is… THE MOST HARDEST PAPER I HAVE EVER DONE!! Its so freakingly hard. I nearly leaves half the Qns blank. I was stuck at the second Qn even. Cant do the graph cos the coordinates are soooo funny. Mainly stuck at almost every Qn, omg!! passing itself would be a great miracle. If Grace cant pass, means we all cant pass. Seriously, its that hard. Omg. I don’t wanna talk about it. the more I talk, the more I worry. Heck. Better not fail overall, if not, I drop A maths.

I think im messaging wayyy too much. I was messaging cwl almost the whole day, well half the day. Im not as crazy as some people who send 100 message in 1 day. To me, 50 messages in 2 days is a lotttt! Today is 50 messages in 1 day. Crap. Oh well, I don’t think I’ll be studying POA. I don’t know why. It seems whatever I study for don’t come out normally. Well, lets see about it.

Tuesday
Take that back!! Im gonna do badly for POA!!! WTC. Paper 2… so much careless mistakes. Really freaking careless mistakes!!! I don’t believe this. Miss tan is gonna be soooo disappointed in me. Omg. this was not part of my plan. I aim to be same standard as Winston. Now look at me, I totally sucked in the core man. Then 1.5hrs later to the next paper. The funny part is we had paper 2 first then paper 1. very weird. So I told myself, better study whatever that comes out in paper 2, cash book, correction of errors, ledger accounts, etc. until there’s no way I can fail paper 1. then the paper came. Shit! What they talking about? I have no freaking idea. The first Qn alr struggling like nuts. I have no idea what will the results be. I’ve heard I got some mistakes in the last Qn. But I have to forgive myself, these Qns I do not know, its not exactly careless if I get them wrong. Well… good on the bright side, its all over. I knew I could have done better and I will. For now, let me not worry too much about the results. Ps; grace may get 1st in class this time.


Wednesday

Today is a boring and busy day. A dull yet fun day. I know im contradicting myself, now let me tell u why. In the morning, when I woke up, I was feeling so sian. Now, I feel like going to sch, cos staying at home too long really sucks too. I need sch, haha. so, Winston and his friends are gonna come to my hse and play. They came over at about 1 and Winston kept hogging the comp. dam it, then Alan and DY had nothing to do. Omg, I felt so sry they had to come and just watched Winston play Warcraft and download some stuff.
Then Ivan and Francine came over cos my sis called them. Gosh. Then my house has now become a party cos got my sis friends and my friends. We were going to bowling afterwards but Winston they all didn’t wanna come along. We went to Tampines. I must have known, zack is pretty good in bowling. For me… nah, im still second best. Got some pic and video. Then boon kim came along, I dint wanna let him feel left out so I get him to take my turn for bowling.
Good news, we’re still second best. Note for the video, im not inside the video. The person u see is my bro, he bowls pretty well. Later boon kim came to my house but he gotta leave early. Omg. what a day!! This is what happens when prelims is finally over, things starts changing.

on the way to safra





setting the scores

boon has arrived

let bowl!! zack-my sis-Francine-Ivan


Movie review- New Police Story Rating- 8.7_4 stars
Directed by Benny chan (connected) and stars Jackie chan. This movie, I would say its not one of Jackie’s best effort but one of his best performances. In a movie, its all about acting and showing off what youre really made of. Sometimes, best performances may not be the best effort. Fighting is still good but not as good as I expected. Not much stunts inside. It’s the first movie that I see Daniel Wu become a bad guy. Not bad though, some good acting. The story is totally different from the Police Story series but this movie has a very good presentation. Plot is understandable and everything is explained throughout the whole movie. It is a touching movie as well as action. Not much comedy though even if Jackie chan does a lot of action-comedy in movies. But if u ask me, I’ll say its still worthy of watching.


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