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Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Catching up 8:09 PM

Update on Life
Well, I bet its been weeks since I ever post something. A major number of things have happen between that.

Firstly, we got new comers for our Cell and I have chosen and support them and help them out after their O levels if they ever need any. Saw 2 girls so far. Isabel and Kimie, yeah, I know, very cute names. Ok moving on.

Not more than a week ago, my comp crashed but here’s the full story. I have done all my hw and completed almost everything that needs to be done. So on Sunday, I just decided to back up everything just in case I lost everything. So alright. I was going out for dinner and ok, I’ll be back I hrs so why not back up. So I use Time Machine to back up everything, left the comp running and went out for dinner. So my comp is currently being backed up.

Cut the story, I got drunk, yes. But my conscious was still fine. I can vomit and miss the toilet bowl but I can still talk and ask myself why. omg. What a moron -> me. So I went to my comp and it has only back up 24 GB out of 164GB. So 140GB is NOT backup. Then I scroll my mouse and shit! The whole comp is lagging, its stuck. So fine! Since this happen, lets do what everyone does when their comp lags, press the power button and wait next day then restart the comp, correct?? So ok, that’s what I did. Power off the comp and wait till next day.

Then Ernest came to my house for something and I on my comp. and then… nothing came out. Shitttt……. So I off and on again. Nothing came out, well, only a white screen, a quection mark came out and black. We tried pressing all other things but the same process restarts. So great! Im screwed! But the most strangest thing happened, and no, its not a miracle, its something strange. Despite me being in this crap situation. I kinda felt calm. Don’t ask me why. I just felt it. And I feel as if everything was going to be alright. But spoiler* everything was not!

So we did discussion about project work and watched a movie cos there was nothing much we can do. I thought of going to sch and ask the ppl for help. And worse… my back up only have 24GB backed up. That’s isn’t much at all. Fine!

First day of sch
Omg!! I tell you… it was such a bad day, I can even rant on FB and I could have guarantee no one would want to be me at that day itself. Here it goes. I assumed that my entire backup will take 6 hrs if the ppl can find a solution cos obviously, I need to format my comp. so ok. I woke up dam early. Cam to sch about 6 hrs before class starts and when I got to sch. The ppl checked my comp and said, ‘oh sorry, we don’t do Mac’ and 15 minutes later, I was released. WTF. Cut me so badly. Not only was my comp Not fixed, what the heck am I going to do for 5 and half hrs?? omg. I tell you,I cant go home cos it’ll take 3 hrs and I cant sleep and I study, I cant play. I cant even shit.

So I rmb I got a book in my bag. Then I took it out. Disappointment with Jesus, what a title! I was really sian and irritated so I complain all day and read the book. Only until later on, I figured… God didn’t solved my problem. It was not even 1% improving. I was still where I was but apparently, I got almost every answer I once prayed for but not the situation im in… which is a good thing. You are freaking stubborn if you don’t see that. So I msg my cell leader and ask Ernest if we could go Bugis to fix my comp.

Okay, later in IS class. I wanted to go toilet and after that, I need to fart. But when I fart, I freaking shit in my pants. Now now… this is not a funny thing. Yes, I know its funny, but not to me. Oh freak! So I had to endure the shit in my pants for 2 plus hrs. It was freaking disgusting. Then I went with Ernest to Bugis, with shit still in my pants. Went to Sim Lim Sq. we talked to many ppl but no one and I mean no one, can help us. Even when they took out the harddrive and plug it in. no icon was shown. In simple words, im really freaking screwed. But the calm strange feeling never felt me, there were times I ignored the feeling but I could say it never felt me. Confirmed, its from God. Cos no one can ever make me feel this way.

So okay, I guess that’s it. I had to think on the spot. And I decided, okay, I’ll lose everything. Well, there was a way to get back everything but it cost $1000+ which is not worth it for my poly assignments. No matter how much I hate to say it but yeah, I will lose everything. So I saw as the man put a new harddrive in my comp and the old one…gone forever. But Im super sure, that strange calm feeling never left me. So okay, I did let go and I still feel, everything was going to be alright.

Then Ernest was dam funny, he came to me and say becos of me, he met another hot girl and he like sot talk to her… WTC. Oh oh nice la! He benefitted becos of me. Whatever! So we had dinner together and next bad thing. When I got home, woah crap, stomachache. Then shit until my butt hurts. Don’t imagine that! Its not good. Then I bathe and shit again!!!! WTC. I came to my mum comp and rant on FB. Then came to my room… shit again!!!! I shit like 3 times in one night and butt hurts like nuts. It hurts so badly, I literally crawled out of the toilet. I prayed to have a better day and hope I don’t shit when I sleep. So I msg Henrietta, another friend and we talked about hows our first day at sch. Omg…

But right now, my comp’s fine. I just don’t want Windows, I’ll play Mac games then. My assignments got extended and more teachers noticed me more. Hey, I normally keep low profile in class one! Haha. So yeah, I feel as if every week, I got work to do and it never ends. Well hopefully, I can still go out with my pals and other good friends. Just hope. But im gonna start today, yeah! God… im running back to you, cos I know you can bring me through.

PS: Fun Facts
No. of words = 1200 plus
Done in 1 day
Current Mood = i wanna watch a movie
Unforgettable moment = first day of sch

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