Thursday, July 30, 2009
Never lose Faith 10:55 PM

Based on and inspired from a true event.
Solomon knew it was hopeless. He knew there was no possible way he could win. He approached many friends to seek advice. ‘No matter how bad she is, I cant forget her…’ he told Jason and Kite. ‘I made a promise to help Raphaela, and I will. It’s a promise I don’t intend to break.’
After weeks, nothing but failure. All solomon’s friends know about it but not many asked him why. Solomon waited and waited. 3 months have past, still nothing. ‘‘seeing her is common, talking to her will make my day, going out with her would be a miracle ’’ Solomon was getting really restless. If a boy asks a girl out, if she doesn’t hate u, she’ll at least go out with him after a month or so. But 3 months… its totally ridiculous. Solomon must be a real hopeless guy. One of his friends came to him.

‘‘ ask her out to a movie, it’s a basic thing a guy would ask from a girl, ’’ he said. ‘‘oh really? How did u two go out then? Solomon asked in disbelief. ‘‘ thats different. She asked me out first’’. His friend told him. Kite told him it would be better if he could just help in minor things like studies or any help if she needs it. Such a simple task, seemed like scoring all As for O levels. He cant even do it. Jason was telling Solomon if he could just changed the way he talks and the way he acts towards people, there could be a chance. If a person says he is nice. There are 2 things, he’s just acting or he is really nice. How can u tell? U cant. Jason told Solomon might as well be himself and the right girl will come… in time. Solomon already knew that. He’s just too stubborn to accept the fact.

Every time Solomon asked Raphaela out. She would say she would confirm later. Only until one day before the meeting, it would be cancelled due to some changing matters. For 2 months this have been happening. Solomon would get so frustrated at times, he would stare at the sky, alone, and ask god why, why and why. His pals expected Solomon to get someone nice, good-looking and maybe smart but this was a total different issue. Many friends have told Solomon, Love is blind but Solomon was well aware of it, he knew about the consequences and he was prepared for it. Some says Love is for no reason but Solomon knew the reason for his love. He just didn’t want to tell anyone. Some have asked, what is Love? Solomon have heard many answers. In fact, they were all true, all of them. But that doesn’t mean they were all right. Some say Love has no boundaries but if u really love someone, there is boundaries and limits to set. 6 months have past, Solomon only went out with her less than 10 times. All his friends, from the most casual friends to the best of friends have all asked him to give up. What for keep up when u already knew you have already lost? ‘what for keep up? There is no hope.’ One of his pals, Daniels, would always ask.

Almost everyday, Solomon would merely sit and stared into space, pondering questions to himself. Jason and Kite would come and give him comfort and a listening ear. They were wonderful friends. How can he keep up? Why is he so stubborn and persistent? Solomon also thought that question to him. Ivan told to him, ‘u know what u should do? U should get as many girlfriends as u want. Those who stays with u are your good friends.’ But he doesn’t want to get that attention. What happens if more than 1 girl likes u? and u got to say no to that someone. It will break her heart and that was what Solomon wants. He would always tell Mark about his life. He too suggests that Solomon should give up. So Solomon turns to Daniels.

‘‘I don’t get it. Why don’t u just give up? Its already been 6 months’’ Daniels was curious.

‘‘Well, that’s the problems. I have said the same answers to my friends. I don’t know... I am well-aware of her bad points. I am well-aware she doesn’t like me. But I just cant give up on her. It is a problem I cant describe and a feeling I cant explain. I have this unconditional love for her. And I stop and ask my self why. But I have not found the answer. Its not about looks, its not about intelligence, its something else. I don’t need u to know, I just need u to understand. There are just some questions that cannot be answered by human knowledge.’’ I told Daniels.

‘‘You’ve known im been your friend for 5 years already. But I have never seen a friend like u. I wont tell u to give up already because I know you wont. But instead, I will support u no matter what. If u need to talk, im always there to listen. I noticed true friends are not those who can help u but also those who can be with u’’ Daniels paused.

‘‘That’s right. I haven’t given up on her because I want her to know there are people in this earth that will be with u till the very end. I have heard about her life. And I just want her to know there are some people who will love her for who she is and not because of her looks and outer self.’’

‘‘That is why, I said I will support u. because I know no friend can be like u’’

Solomon talks to God. ‘‘Lord, its true. before I even make this prayer, u already knew me and u know what kind of person I am. Lord, I just want to ask. Why her? I have always dream the first relationship to be smooth and a clean break but not like this Lord. Why does the first so tough this time? I know u plan my life before I was even born. But I want to know why cant I give up on her? Is there a reason for this? lord, do not be silent, tell me your plans and show me your ways. I am lost without u. I just need an answer, anything… ’’

And words just appear on my mind and all of a sudden, everything comes clear. For 6 whole months, I have cried and suffered emotionally even though I did not show it. I have asked and questioned and now, I knew everything was planned by God.

‘‘If u did not have this ‘relationship’, u wouldn’t have come back to me. If u did not have this problems, u would not read the bible and long for me. If everything was to go so smoothly, u would have stray off and become arrogant like the others. U would forget about your old friends and be with the popular ones. So I have come to break that thick, stone heart of yours and show even the smartest person in the class can fall emotionally. U had said Love is patient, kind and not self-seeking. And today, u have shown it. If u did not endure through all these, u wouldn’t have known what real patience is. Its not just waiting for a miracle. Its waiting and trusting, even through hopes and false hopes, u still wait and trust. That’s called Faith, never lose it.’’


Movie Review- Bolt Rating- 9/10_ 4.5 stars (note: number of stars and rating maybe not tally)

This is the cutest movie I have ever seen for animals. The storyline is very good, it talks about the real world and acting. But its in a dog’s point of view. Super genuine! Very nice concept. Now I know what role a director plays, and it aint easy. The animation is awesomely smooth. The dog and the pigeons are the cutest. The way they tilt their heads. Omg! so cute! Feel like squeezing them, lol! The movie kept me going to my seat. Never a dull moment. That’s if u like animations and animals. Seriously intriguing. I just love when good stories have a happy ending. Just simply love it! some parts may not be realistic cos duh, its an animation. 3D is smooth, not much shakiness. Some parts were also real funny, I laughed at the pigeons the most! Man, they looked dam cute when they talk. I wondered why they didn’t get 4 stars for it. they should have!


PS: Fun Facts

No. of words = 1500 plus

Days to complete post = 1_ today

Time spent on post = about 4 hrs, trying to plan on writing this compo.

Time taken to read finish post = near 15 min

Current mood = normal, neither happy nor sad or angry

Forgettable moments (in this week) = talking to God and studying with shel.

Some events from this compo is strictly friction and not everything should be taken into account. Thanks to CS for coming up with stupid nicknames for people. Events are true but only my friends that I have talked know about it. So if I didn’t mention anything regarding u or your nickname. One simple fact, its not you. I wont tell u who is who. Only one clue, all the names are nicknames.


Sunday, July 26, 2009
Time for the test. 6:43 PM

Thursday
Today is a fun day. We did some oral practice during eng. I was with Don. Our reading were… okay. The funny part comes in the pic description. Wow, freaking funny. Don and I were like super weak in pic description. We were telling jokes in the pic, about what old man thinking of some stupid thingy. Haha. don’t know how to say it. so Mr Werner gave us another sheet to practice. Boon told me the conversation part was supposedly the hardest but I thought it was fairly okay. We got a maths test, it was easy, haha. we got this racial harmony day. So we can free food for recess. Miss goh wanted me to collect food, gosh I was so blur.
After recess, we got this racial harmony quiz. Basically, we gotta know the different cultural groups of other races and religion and see how knowledgeable we are. Man, I got the worst group, I got James, Don and boon. No malays, no Indians, no others. Omg, how to score. So we decided to use some ‘common sense’ inside. Wow. We got 22/30. its amazing man! I must admit that was a good job. Later, we went to the hall to see some Chinese dance. The stunts are superbly good. Don was telling me whether I could do the stunts. I was like o.O the acting really sucks but cant blame it. however, I can say the fighting is little too long. So long until boon can fall asleep. Lol! So after all this, its time for… ORAL!
Time was passing really slow. I was praying I wont mess up this time. Tried to keep calm and let God do the rest. There is no telling what the reading will be, what the pic will be and what the conversation will be so I might as well leave it to God. Then Mr Werner call out no. 1 to 15. WTC. I had to be the last one, haha! so we got the papers. Luckily, I can read all the words. Would be so shit if I fail my oral. My version of fail, 29 and below. And guess who my teacher for oral is… ITS ME! I become retarded alr. I talk to myself. Haha! kidding! Im Samuel lee talking to Mr Samuel Wee. Yes! Name is sooo closeeee. But not. Winston like telling me I was talking to my ‘father’. WTC. So I think we had a close personal talk. I express quite a lot of feelings especially when it comes to studies. The only thing is, I sort of cursed Humanities and he happens to be a Human teacher. Oh gosh! Im dead. Better not kill my marks. Pic is okay, reading is… sooo shit! Omg! I got a sentence wrong. Said something wrong, then I hesitated, then repeat again. Oh noooooo!! Anyway, made a bet whether I score 30 above or not. Gosh, high stakes of bet. I feel anxious alr!! Lol! XD so we went to gym with my friends again, I exercise until can DIE man. Was telling James the incident. I thought if I close my eyes, I’ll never wake up again. Seriously, it felt like that, but I didn’t say its real, its just a feeling…. Then we were supposed to have PE but WE DIDN’T. then got SS tuition, man… im just sooo tired.
Zany in ethnic clothing and DY blurry face has bloakc ALAN! DY!!!



nabeel and me :D

omg! WTC they doing?

in the gym



Friday
Awesome day man! Saw so many good things to day. Starting was boring. The whole morning was science, so I was free for 3 hrs, omg. so I studied Venice. I practically read throught the whole chapter. Wow can die. I fell asleep twice while studying it. after recess, we got A maths test. o.O it was actually quite okay. Managed to do some of the Qns. Hope I do not fail this time. Not sure if I can win Grace or Rob. But who knows? Went to gym again and later on got SS ansd geog. They talked a whole lot of stuff and we did a lot of copying. Fro geog… well, we kinda joke here and there and copy more notes. We didn’t do much except copy. Then gotta go for eng tuition. If youre wandering if u got a lot of tuitions. Well ans is yes. I do have a lot of tuition. Crazy right? Haha. compre was also good today. Ive done well in summary. Got 21/25. but compre still needs a lot of help. Darn. My dad came back and he got new movies too. Omg! cant wait.
Saturday
Tuition day. Got maths tuition. Got SS tuition. Wanted to go out with my friend today but I got some BBQ cos cant make it. oh man. Anyway, got some pic and a video. Oh yeah! Before that, we got ourselves a RABBIT! Omg. its so adorable! Its like so white and cute. Okay then we set off. The BBQ was okay, I like the otah. And my dinner is so mixed up. I ate dessert first then fruits and then the actual dinner meal. Man, its so screwed. Hope my stomach doesn’t get upset. Done for today.
Lessy, the rabbit!





BBQ






Movie Review- Secret Rating- 8.8/10
The best romance movie I have ever seen. Shockingly by director Jay chou o.O this is his first directing movie and I can tell u one thing. If u like romantic movies, this is really highly recommended. Its not like those teenage romance where u love me, I love u, puppy love. It’s a slow-moving plot on how a couple fall in love. And its very genuine cos they are 20 years apart. Reminds me of a Korean drama or I think it’s a drama series, dam cant rmb. Anyway, its about this piano and a music sheet called Secret. Basically, when u played the whole song, u get transported 20 years to the future. At first, I thought it was just a normal romance movie until there is a twist. I thought the girl was a ghost but no, she was just 20 years from the past. So the couple, Jay and Rain, find ways to treasure their moments. Its very touching and sad. Sad when u see the girl die… :( there is not much action becos it’s a romance movie, not some comedy romance, even though there were some laughs. I must say I love this movie. It could be Jay chou’s best and best movie so far. The ending just leaves me speechless. To make it better, the ending song ‘‘不能说的秘密’’ is an incredibly touching song. Can cry one, haha! that’s if u know the lyrics. The movie is awesomely good. A lot of 4 stars rated for this movie. I just hope Jay can create such an amazing piece of art next time…

PS: tmr is prelims!! omg! i havent studied yet... as usual. but this time, i feel nervous. dont know whether i can do well. this is really time for my test. can i get good marks even if i dont study? well, its a mystery that i do not know. but as what God said to me, do my best and let God do the rest. so im gonna do this prelims normally without worries and let God do the rest :)

Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Something happened 10:19 PM

Today
I must say it’s a fun day today. But before that, I noticed I am doing worse in my studies. A lot worse! So bad that I can fail A maths and POA. WTC. I just cant believe it. I gotta tell myself to work harder. Anyway, today is also Chinese listening. I thought I was ready… I thought… but I was wrong. Alan told me it was hard. I should have believe. Should have… well, I hate it when what my bro says is right. I corrected 3 answers. They were originally correct but I changed them so they are wrong. Shit! I just lost 6 marks man! Then I compare ans with Winston and Alan. Dam! I think I’ll get the first 6 Qns wrong. Dam, I don’t believe this! oh gosh. I thought to myself. Why does the last paper always ruin everything? I assumed I could do well, guess im wrong too. I was telling boon, why, why and why.

Anyway, something happened today. Boon and I wanted to walk home. All of a sudden, he asked if he can ask a Qn, like he was going to ask something personal. I had no objections so I allowed him. He ask me about life and failures. Some Qns really got me thinking. I went to a playground, just to enjoy the cool wind. Sometimes, its really good to just sit back and savor nature. We saw this cute black cat, don’t worry, I wont get bad luck when I pass it, lol! It was small and it came to me. Obviously, I didn’t wanna touch it but then it drag itself against my pants. Oh my… dam cute!
Then boon wanted to do some A maths first cos he cannot solve a Qn and he wanted to see if I can. Well, true euough, I CAN! Haha! we were doing halfway when a old lady suddenly come and talk to us. We were caught by surprise, seriously. She spoke in broken malay and English. Dam, I forgotten how to say ‘how are you’ in malay, gotta ask Zany tmr :P so she talk to us about studies and how fortunate we are to have studies. She said her son and father were both hardworking people but in the end, something happen and I don’t know what she said. She told us that he only had enough money to support herself and a little here and there for food. As a result, we wanted to talk to her but don’t know how. All we can say is goodbye when we were about to go. I thought about it through...
Luckily boon understand her. If he or any other friend were to say to me, ‘ai ya. Don’t care her la, I’ve heard this a thousand times.’ I will slap your freaking face. Cos I knew that old lady must have taken a lot of courage to talk to us. Serious, its not easy to talk to a stranger that u haven’t met. So if u do not understand that, I will literally whack u. cos its freaking disrespectful. It seems to me that that old lady had seen a lot of hooligans from Ping Yi and had bad impressions about them. Then when she saw us studying together, she must have taken it back and approach us. I told boon. We will never know how important we can just be. I told him that we unknowingly and unconditionally changed the mindset of that old lady’s thinking. And it comes to a fact, we can always hurt someone indirectly and unknowingly. U just don’t know it yet. U know never know when your words can really hurt someone close until the day someone close doesn’t wanna be with u anymore. Sometimes, it does hurt to hear the truth.

Movie Review- Coming Soon (thai) Review- 8.5/10
A first time director directed this movie. And I must say its not a bad attempt. Obviously, we all know for first timers, the storyline is not always as good… unless youre Jay Chou. The story is a boy, Shane, wants to copyright movies to pay back loan sharks. In the process, a new movie came up. It was coming soon to cinemas. So as back stagers, Shand and his friend wanted to record the movie. Shane has a bad past so he let his friend do the recording first. It only comes down, when Shane notices my friend died ‘inside’ the movie. Knowing that a ghost is out to get him next since he watched the movie also, Shane and his ex-girl friend wanted to prevent it. but there is a twist somewhere in the end. I wint tell u the twist. The scares are quite expected but nonetheless, it still got me. The make-up is very good. Especially, when the ghost tears open her mouth, omg! I think we all know that part best when we watched the movie. But I didn’t like the ending cos everyone dies. This kind of ending always and will always sucks. But still, it is a pretty good horror movie that kept u in your seat.

Note: you must be real power if u managed to read everything :P


Saturday, July 18, 2009
The long week 11:29 PM

Monday
What a day to start off the week. I fell asleep in 2 lessons. I didn’t take sci so 1.5 hrs gone. I slept in Geo and e maths so I slept 3 hrs away. And all I did was some paper for A maths. WTC. Ive just wasted my day man. Didn’t even do much hw at home. I wanted to play so badly. Oh gosh. Btw, Lester did some cool moves in A maths. Too bad, I didn’t get the best part :(
Lest do some moves


Tuesday
I just finished the compo. The compo im going to share to HALF the school. Omg! sometimes, I just sooo nervous. I mean I have talk to a crowd before but half the school? Wow. That’s not part of my idea. Still, what made me wanna share is, I have always seen people share stories. And everything without fail, there is always a group (I wont say names) of people who will criticize that they sucked or they have no confidence to speak. So im just there to give everyone an example of how to win a crowd attention. However, I am still human and am not perfect. And yes, its my first time talking to so many people so I may stumble a little. I will also make a lot of mistakes when reading too. Just to tell you all, I’ll try to make the talk as interesting as possible. Maybe I’ll crack some jokes halfway too :) other than that, I have nothing to say.

Wednesday
Wow! This day is one of the most crappiest day for my life! Heck! The first lesson is POA, we tried to do but it was so dam tough. Then we had A maths test after lunch. I quickly study on integration and differentiation. So after lunch, we got the test. Then WTH. The test was superbly hard. I cant even do 3 Qns. Omg! I think I can fail that paper alr. Its gonna be my first time ever failing any maths paper before. I don’t believe it. what a day! Then, I went up to POA. Gotta climb 4 storey up. We gotta do P1 POA. Wanted to continue P2 but since the others doing so I followed them also. Then I don’t know how to do a lot of Qns. And this Winston just plainly copy. Well, he also did some by himself. So I don’t even know which is what. I mainly copy most of the answers, oh man… that is sooo NOT me.
Then got to rush to tuition, I must do make-up cos I just miss about 3 lessons of tuitions. I did compo. I did a simple title but I didn’t actually stick to the story. So called, I went off topic. Omg! well, so she told me I got to re-do on Friday. Worst still, my patience was very thin cos I don’t believe my day. If u might have heard me, I was saying quite a lot of vulgarities that day. Dam. I was controlling hard for 2 weeks alr and out comes the F word THRICE in 1 day. My target is still 20 days without saying a harsh vulgar.

Luckily, my day didn’t end like that, I meet zack on the train. That’s cool. We went to meet my pal to study. I managed to do most of my hw. So yea, all thanks to that outing, I feel better. We were telling some lame jokes on our way out, lol!

on the train

doing SS

Frappe Mocha!

wow cool car man!!

Thursday
Nothing much to say except we got this study oral or something like that. It was pretty good but not as good as the motivational workshop. But it was still pretty okay. I got to rush for SS tuition. Yea, I know, im very busy. Now I start to think. Tuition is much linear than school. For SBQ, I don’t normally score, only pass. I don’t get L4 before, its hard. Then when I go to tuition, I alr got L4 for 2 parts of the Qns. Whoa! So easy meh?! Well, I don’t know so. Now she’s gonna mark my SEQ. hope to pass. If I fail, I need to buck up. If I score, means she’s too kind.
Friday
Mr Werner told me my compo for ‘Value for Breakfast’ is not suitable. I should have told him it was just a draft. But he does have a point that im gonna talk to half the school, so I cant set a bad example for them. So in simple terms, I gotta do another compo. Don’t worry, this time, I know what to write :P
After lunch, we went to Gym. Rob and Lest were there too. Darn. I should bring an extra t-shirt, so I can train with them. Then we go for the 2nd session for study oral. This time, she ask me to do pic description. Wooo! Super hard. I was like struck for quite a while. Luckily, I wasn’t chosen. And Don was picked at the last moment. Haha! the ending was unforgettable. Winston and I wanted to help teacher. Then teacher had to talk to another teacher. So we waited for her. When she came out, she felt so bad for making us wait so long. So she told me we were very good person and we might get good gf in the future. Winston and I were like stunned at the last sentence cos it was not exactly true. its funny how good guys get bad girls and good girls get bad guys. I wont say all relationships but almost all relationship. Its either the guy don’t deserve the girl or the girl don’t deserve the guy. Its cant be equal unless both sides have a lot of similarities. The odds is almost impossible but not impossible. Don’t get me wrong :)



hey Lest


Saturday
Today is an interesting day. Got tuition in the afternoon. Omg. so hard to do A maths P2. I was like stuck at one Qn for about 30 min. thank god there was a solution sheet, not just plain ans sheet. After tuition, I followed my family to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Review is below. Then when we got home, I got to head for shel’s church. Its my first time ever to go to anyone’s church. We reached in just one time. Phew. I must admit the speaker was very funny. He told us a lot of jokes, reminds me of Freddy Boey. But she spoke a little too short, hoping to hear more. He told us that God plans far ahead and we must trust in him. Its true, I was pretty confused at the start but it got better after she explain to me. Soon after, I gotta head home for dinner. Well, thats about it.
Movie Review- Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince Rating- 8.5/10
Only the first part is the best. The first part looks like a very huge improvement. Some epic scenes of dark lords destroying the London bridge. Super epic. But sadly, that’s was it. there is 3 action parts. The start, the middle and the end. And the action part only lasts of a few minutes. So if u watched the trailer. When u see a lot of action scenes, I gotta tell u, that’s all the action scenes down there. The rest are just teen drama romance of how harry likes another girl and how ron falls in love too. Its very drama. There are some things I like. They show Darco Malfol more often alr instead of just a passer by. The computer graphics improved duh. More new spells and so on. Some cool effects too. But overall, its still decent.

Saturday, July 11, 2009
Everything is different 4:21 PM

Sunday
The service was nothing like I have seen before. The praise was so strong and worship is so wonderful. My prayers were answered as the people on stage continued to sing. I didn’t have the heart so sing but suddenly, the next moment felt like singing again. Its just so sudden and I had no reason for it. after singing, some youths came up to speak, they are some of the people who were in contact of H1N1. they were just talking about their reactions. Went to Grandma house as usual. Had lunch there then we got home. Han Nancy and our cousins are gonna meet me today for report on the China trip. We talked for a long while, I think its about 2 hrs. we were about to get dinner back cos we ‘Da Bao’. It was raining super heavy man. I don’t believe it. see how heavy it is…
its like a fog



Monday
Nothing much happened today. Oh wait. Something did. Its youth day so we got holiday on that day. But sadly, I got Chinese tuition too. It seems like my tuition teacher aint gonna give up until my oral is over. In the evening, im going for Sparring with some of my friends. Don’t worry, I got a video on it. don’t say the fighting suck cos we agreed not to hit faces and punch hard, we’re only allowed and throw light punches or grab, so yeah. I was sparring with zack. I spar then he step on my foot. It so hurts! I think it dislocated or something. It was the toe that I greatly sprained during the last fight. I soft of bent it until I hear another crack. I think dislocate it back. After that, I rushed to meet my pal to watch movie. We were planning on watching Ice Age 3 but it was fully booked. So we watch another movie, gosh. I got home just on time, no very late. About 11.30 plus. Slept at 12 plus. Crap, tmr I still got sch man… look! there is no barrier, people can just enter and go out, haha!



on the way to sparring.

guys fight and girls fight

Tuesday and Wednesday, nothing much happened.
Thursday
Omg! today is Chinese oral. Am I ready? Who knows? All I know is, I am prepared, quite. It’s a humanities day also. I didn’t even bring SS book. Dam. Anyway, before oral, I normally feel nervous but this time, I have no idea why I felt so calm. I was the first but eventually became the 2nd cos another friend wasn’t feeling so well. The conversation was something like no other. normally, boon kim told me the conversation would be something based on the news or something very crucial. But all of the sudden, she ask the Qn, ‘teachers should treat students as their friends. There are good points and bad points. What are your views?’ in chinese. I really understand every words she said. For the first time, I actually understood what she said. It seems like O lvl is eaier than N lvl. Whoa! Omg! nuts man! I know what she means but I don’t actually know how to voice it out. Its complicated. Everything is so different man. Even our time table is so different. We went for PE. It was super fun. Played badminton with Don and Boon. After that, went for SS tuition o_O

This time, I didn’t find SS that boring after all. I know how to do some compare and contrast Qns, yeah. I also know what it means by giving an explanation. Seriously, most of the time, im always giving description. That’s why I didn’t do so good. Took pic of the animals at Joy’s house. They are so cuteee. She had 2 cats and one dog. Afterwards, went to reutn something to Don. Then I saw Shindy at bedok inter. It appears that she stayed for night study. Wow. Never a dull moment…

cutie cat

oh look! it look at us doing SS, lol!

shadow-- the husky!




Friday
The whole morning is science. So I kinda do almost all my human hw. Anyway, that’s not important. During phy, boon and I was singing in class, literally. Luckily, no teachers taught us. We’ll be so dead… everything was normal until San Ang came. We went ot our homeroom and talked a lot of crap, seriously. Then Sam was teaching Winston how to play a song on the guitar. The song was pretty good but after a while, it will get a little boring as the chords repeats itself. Geo was fun. We did nothing but talk for the whole period. We didn’t even do much of the Geo paper. We were discussing the about Poly courses and JC. Then gotta rushed to tuition. Zack for a fever when we got home. Hope its not H1N1. my sis told me about how God test and place us in funny situations for his will. Its unbelievable but nonetheless, we have to trust him. Since my bro is sick and I cant sleep with him, I got to sleep on the sofa instead. But I sort of like it, surprising…
Everything is so different now.
1. from Jan to June, we always end the latest at 4 in only 2 or 1 day. Now, we end everything at 4 and on Thursday, we end at 5, WTH. Plus, we got more and more hw. In the first 6 months, it was fine. The next 4 months, its totally crazy. I doubt anyone can cope with this.
2. since now Singapore is aware of H1N1, we all must take temp everyday twice. It gets sort of irritating after a while.
3. im going to be real busy now until O level is over. There’s a chance I can update my blog about once a week or so.
4. since now Chinese oral is over, I don’t have to worry so much about Chinese anymore :) but then, I still gotta make up for my maths tuition.
It seems that im gonna be busier and busier each passing year. Well, that’s life. Gotta get used to it.
Movie Review- Gran Torino Rating- 8.8/10
Directed by Clint Eastwood. This movie I would say its everything on storyline. If youre always like action, then u wouldn’t like this one. U thought someone is gonna die and yes youre right. There’s only 1 death, the main character himself, sorry to spoil it a bit. Everyone wants Walt’s (clint) gran torino, yes, Gran Torino is a car. It’s a very cool vintage car. When Walt’s wife died, it is almost possible to please him. Many tried and all failed. I would say its NC 16 due to course language and not violence cos there’re hardly much violence. The storyline is awesomely good. All the people need to do is respect and be patient to Walt, and the Gran Torino is theirs. However, none can do it until a young stranger boy came. Quite a number of laughs here and there. The ending is very simple, Walt dies and car given to the young boy. I now know that Clint directs very well even without destruction like Michael Bay’s movie. He’s the complete opposite of Michael. Nevertheless, his movies are fascinating. This is one of the very few movies that gain great success due to storyline. He’s a very well-respected director. But unfortunately, he’s getting old, no offense.

Saturday, July 4, 2009
As the days past 6:13 PM

Thursday

Im back to school again. But I didn’t go for lesson. I had this motivational study champ. It was held by Jason. He was a very funny. Very spontaneous. The whole course was excellent, nothing less. He started out good, carried on better and end it superbly. Seriously, it was the best motivational workshop in this year. He showed us some pic and video on his laptop during the talk. It was totally funny. I think I can laugh until my guts hurt, haha! after lunch, he taught me a magic trick. Well, I wont say it a magic trick, more like an amazing way of doing stuff. The ‘trick’ is memorizing 20 words in less than 3 min. seems impossible but he did it in 1 min 45 sec. absolutely wonderful! He taught us a special yet funny way of learning them. Funny and effective. I unknowingly got the skill. We split into groups and we were suppose to ‘battle’ against one another on whos better. Winston was like cursing here and there. Then before we all end, Jason did a competition against my group and another group. Nabeel and Fauzan came. But Fauzan wanted to go toilet. Then my group point to me. Crap. I wanted to see how good was I but I didn’t actually wanted this. Jason gave us a new paper of 20 words and we were given 5 min. it was a tie but I missed one. Oh gosh… so Nabeel won. He’s very good, I should have shake hands with him, hahah!

So I gotta go for SS tuition. Yes, I know this is very rare but my parents found a SS tuition for me. I know my parents are crazy. Well, they say they are not crazy to demand all A1 from me. But it looks like theyre crazy to demand for all As for me. Dam, its still the same. The interesting part is, I got on the same bus as zack. So we wont be lost one by one. When we got off, we tried to find for the house. Yea, it’s a home tuition. We were lost halfway, haha. called the teacher and yea, we got to her home by 6 plus. She gave us a paper to do to see how good are we in. I was fairly okay. I cant believe zack. He cant even and don’t know how that every inference comes with an evidence. Whoa, dam shocking. So she talk about how to do reliability source and so on. She’s very slow, no offence. I was hoping a more active teacher. Something else that is very shocking. Her daughter is also from the same maths tuition that we go to. And she’s 17 also. Whoa!! Super cool la. We are really in a small country.

Mrs Joy, that the teacher’s name. she sent us home. Real kind of her and her husband.

in Joy's house

the living room, cool eh?

Friday

I got 3 hrs of science, I mean 3 hrs of free period. What am I going to do, omg. the class was gonna have a test so boon and I gonna leave the class. We went to the library. I was doing Geo with boon. We talked a whole lot of crap. I even watched a music video of Michael Jackson. It’s a pity that he died. First the world cursed him. Now the world mourn for him. It was like WTH. But I must admit, MJ is a very good dancer.

Afterwards, mdn Noozura asked us to clean the classroom cos my class made a mess up there. Dam. So boon and I went up and sweep and dust the classroom. Boon was saying it was the most dusty classroom. We got a whole lot of dust, so much dust that we were covered by it for a while. Omg! then we continued Geo. Dam it. im dam slow. One section in 3 hrs is not a joke. Shit! Shouldnt have played so much, haha.

After recess, we got more A maths hw. After lunch, we got humanities elective. Basically, we split into groups for Geo and SS lessons. I didn’t have Geo cos the teacher said next week. Woohoo. But still have SS, sian. So gotta rushed of to eng tuition. We did compo, yippee! I got the best marks, haha and yes! I won my bro, zack. But in fact, I really did like his story. But his story is so funny, the teacher said it was unrealistic. Lol! The main character name, Max changed to Alex. Whoa, dam funny lor! Lol! So we got home and watch Lakeview Terrance

Movie Review- Lakeview Terrance Rating- 8/10

Samuel L Jackson plays a villain in this story. Don’t get the name, Samuel Lee Jackson. Im not him, haha. so anyway, it talks about a cop who did like a white man marrying a black woman so he tries to get them to move away but they refused. Step by step, the couple faced a lot of troubles and unwanted attention. I only liked the last part. There is no twist, no very nice action though. But strangely, I somehow like it. the ending was very smart and yes, Samuel Jackson died. Oh sad… he shouldn’t have been the villain. I must say the actor cant act to be a villain, it doesn’t suit him. Overall, it was a pretty decent movie.



Wednesday, July 1, 2009
First meeting 5:01 PM

Based and inspired from a true event.

I prepared my stuff and grabbed my bag. I haven’t put on long pants for a long while. My heart beat faster as I was about to leave the door. I cannot mess up this meeting. It was once in a lifetime opportunity for me and I could not forgive myself if I were to mess up. I was still a paranoid person, still thinking what happens if I mess up. I head out to the bus stop. My heart beat a little faster. Only a couple more minutes… comes one of the most critical moments of my life.

What happens if I say something wrong? Something that will hurt her. I only had one chance. If I blow it, I wont think I’ll get a second chance again. What do I even say to her? A greeting or jump straight to topic? Who knows? Not even me. How will this end like? Good? Bad? Normal? How will I define normal? What if she ask me a Qn and I myself have no answer for it? oh gosh, will she even be there? Qns repeating struck me as the bus move closer and closer to the destination where I was suppose to meet her.

One more stop to go. Voices of doubt continued to hit me. ‘oh Samuel… u know what? the end will be tragic. U know why? All the days of your life, u never gone out with a girl. See? u don’t even know what to say… face it. every first try is always a failure. No one succeeds in the first try. No matter how much u pray, how much u hoped, how much u want to be a kind person but u wont. Becos u aint ready for this. Accept the fact…’

I had arrived to the last stop. I got off. The place was crowded as usual. I arrived just on time. I looked around. Seems like she hasn’t arrived yet. I walked around the place. she said the phone booth, I wasn’t exactly sure where it was. There were 2 phone booths and both of them were near the POSB. So I walked from one end of one phone booth to the other end. I saw this beggar there. He was like the background music since he was playing the guitar or something. Time was passing really slowly. 10 min seemed like 30. I cannot contact her becos she didn’t had her phone. So I just got to trust her and wait. Then I got a message. Omg. its her mum. I have no idea how she got my number. It seemed she got the wrong person. We chat for a while, the meeting was confirmed. There were no last minute changes. 20 min past. Irritating voices of doubt were getting me restless.

‘‘face it. she aint gonna come. She had forgotten about it. furthermore, u cant even contact her. If she were to quit right now, u wont even know about it. it’s a failure. Forget about it. it will never work out right. No one is gonna come for u…’’ then a bus came. I saw one of my friends walked to me and throw a soft punch to my stomach. ‘good luck’ were the words he said. As I looked behind him, there she was. The moment I saw her, all the voices disappeared, I no longer had to worry anymore. In a split second, I alr know what to say. It would be what a normal guy would say to a normal girl.

We went to macs. Everything just turned out smooth. We didn’t stay long cos she was real tired. I wanted to see her off but she didn’t want to. However, it was all right. All ends well. If the voices of doubt were to come again, I would have said to it, ‘ in your face man!’. Haha! That was one of the most notable outings I will never forget because…

It was the first meeting.

Movie Review- Knowing Rating- 8.1/10

From the director of I.robot, this is quite of a disappointment. In case u haven’t know, there is a book on it. Knowing consists of numbers that follow a sequence of major disasters that is written by a so-called emo girl. How did she came about, the movie did not say. In the book, the main character suppose to be not so smart. In the movie, the moment he see numbers. He search the internet and found that all the disasters are linked. Dam smart man. Its like… really unrealistic. The only good part was when the aeroplane crashed. That whole part was a ‘one take’. That was pretty cool. There are only 3 action parts in the movie so the intro was rather boring. The storyline is quite strange cos its about aliens and stuff. Something like end of the world kind of movie. I only liked the ‘one take’ scene. Its well done.


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