|
Recent Entries
Archives
Credits
Thank you, Donovan and James (for helping me with this blog) Jess, my sister (for beta-reading) Thanks Donovan for showing me how to upload pictures Thanks James for asking from a friend how to upload videos |
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Unexpected
11:34 PM I got one thing to say about today, unexpected. I went to A maths class then all of a sudden, Mdn Anisa said there was a test, it was the back to school test.i was very unprepared for it, seriously. I was very shocked, but all of us complained here and there so Mdn Anisa changed the test to Thursday. Phew… Then for SS, I studied a lot in the morning and guess what? Teacher didn’t come, omg! I studied so much for nothing, but we went to another teacher homeroom and we did a SEQ Qn. Me and boon kim, have trained so much in Geo, we write half a foolscap paper of words within 10 min. gosh! That’s fast man. We did nothing much in eng, don’t wanna talk about it. And I was plainly stoning in Chinese, I finally become alert during the last 5 min of the lessons. In Phy, boon kim went to the library, while I do scriptwriting in the class. During maths, we waited for Mrs Goh to come. I think we waited for quite a while. Then all of a sudden, I think Chen Sheng told us she didn’t come, gtg to Mdn Anisa homeroom. It was so unexpected. Then we go her homeroom, I thought she was gonna go through the ans of the mock test, god knows she took out one sack of paper to give us for hw. Omg, omg!! Nothing much happened in CME, cos I was very tired and slept in class, lol! Then I was kinda ready to go for Wushu, I looked into the hall, what the shoot! Why is there oral? So I knew one thing, there was no Wushu. Then crap! I brought my training attire for no reason, they were just stones slowing me down. Then I met Hao jun in school, I didn’t expect him to come. So we went to bubble store… again. Took some pic! and some random pic… A pic that Daryl drew, looks very good i must say, good job!  at bubble tea store, boon kim - my drink - james  Hao jun (person looking up)  Hao jun and me, i was eating pearls when i took the pic, lol  Coffee milk tea, and fries...  Then we walked home, well, we walked to the bus stop to go home.  When I arrived home, a friend called me. I didn’t expected for that person to call. Im gonna meet her and so on and so for. Don’t want u to know the rest. Im thought when I come home I can watch Inkheart. But due to some unexpected events, I didn’t meet her. So I brought the dogs out and watch Inkheart, review is below. What was really unexpected is that halfway watching, I got a call from someone I never knew would have called. Life is full of surprises right? Haha! Aint gonna discuss about it. Before eating dinner, I got some surprising news too. My maid is gonna leave us, cos she got family problems. So simple terms, I gonna learn to be independent. Omg, I must learn to wash dishes, do laundry and make my own breakfast. Gosh, I gotta learn cooking too. Now I know how life is like. My best friend, Markus experience it since he is rather good in studies, he does his hw and he cooks for his family. I gotta learn how to cook from him. haha, I update so late, lol! Movie Review- Inkheart Rating- 8.5/10 A really innovative story about a man, once he reads a story, it comes to life. It may sound cliché but the story is rather interesting. There are some bad points like the sounds are pretty screwed and soft. The whispers are also very soft, if it wont for the subtitles, I wont understand what was being said. The starting was I fact, pretty boring. Only as the story continues, then it started to get interesting. Computer effects are almost clearly seen. And some reactions are pretty unrealistic. Overall, I like the animals in the movie. Lol! I cant say it is bad, neither can I say its good. So… its decent. PS: tmr is gonna be a long day. I just wished I can go out with my friends and relax a bit. Haha, kidding, but seriously, I really wish I can go out. :) Monday, March 30, 2009
Thank god
9:21 PM i was thinking for a long while. how it felt like... loving god in all circumstances... it was hard, nearly impossible. but i know God had been truly wonderful beyond measure. he had given me miracles, even though i doubt him. He had given me hope, at moments when i thought it was impossible to do something. He had given me a voice, even when i thought i was left alone to die. He had given me love, even after everyone hated me for who i am. He has given me signs, even when i just wish for things to happen. He had given me wonders, that i have never known it existed. And in return, i will not only give him for life, i will say this to him... Thank you Lord, for letting me become a gangster for 2 years, for i know how its like not to be loved. Thank you lord, for making me emo for 2 years, for u have given me a gift to tell people's personalities. Thank you lord, for giving me this small house, for i know your training me to adapt to changes. Thank you god, for giving me bullies, so as to train me to stand firm. Thank you lord, for giving me good friends, for i have doubt people's character. Thank you god, when people treated me badly and took me for granted, for i will remain good to them. Thank you lord, for being me sadness, so that i can understand those who are sad. Thank you god, for giving me failures and great losses, so i can come back to you. without, failures, i would have remain arrogant. without great losses, i will never know how to overcome them. Thank you lord, for giving me irritating people who follow me day and night, for i know u wanted me to lead these people. Thank you god, for giving me parents that argue a lot, as i have learn their mistakes and become a better person. without these arguments, i wouldnt have learnt to talk confidently and well. Thank you lord, for giving me strangers, for i have learn to be socialable. Thank you lord, for giving me the strength and wisdom to do well in both studies and phyiscal, for they were once impossible in humans eye. Thank you lord, for letting the girl of my dreams curse and dump me, for she does not know what she is doing. i know u have a greater and much better plan for me in the future. Parents who nag at me and wanted perfection even though they themselves for not prefect, thank you lord, for giving me a family. there are many whose parents have divorced. Even though i may grumbled and complain about my fate, asking why am i born for, what good am i, why does bad stuff happen to me, thank you Father, for giving me life. without it, i wouldnt have experience it all. Lord, you have given me so much, u have loved me so much. and now, im gonna follow Jesus footsteps, no matter the outcomes, i will come back for u. cos i know and i believe you are always there for me. Movie Review- slumdog millionaire Rating- 8.9/10 If u wondered why this movie got 10 academy awards, u should go watch the whole movie. cos its worth it. its really sad as the main character suffered so much just for one girl. When he was a milionaire, the police arrested him, suspecting he is cheating. he was trotured, beaten, for letting the truth. His life was indeed really screwed, nothing but bad things and unexpected events. Doctor, lawyers, techers cant even get 6000 rupees, and he got 10 milion. he told the truth and prove his innocence and his story was very sad, i felt like crying cos it was very realistic. cos it can happen to us too. it was breath-taking and heart-warming. a very well-planned storyline. there was rarely any computer graphics. you would have to sit right through the movie then u will understand why this slumdog managed to answer all the answers to become a milionaire.
Omg!
5:48 PM Last night, I went out with Danny and Cheryl and with their mum out for dinner. We to Sweden?!!? Omg!! I really felt bad cos I was suppose to have a decent dinner, not a buffet. But Danny didn’t mind. I took some pic in Sweden, lol! Then we went to Mos burger to study. I still love their milk tea! I mean, its dam nice ah! I did Geo. Then we have nuggets, took a pic of them. They looked tasty. Lol! Also took a random video of the milk tea. I had nothing to do, haha! When we finished, Danny and his mum accompanied me to the bus stop, they were really kind. I must really thanked them for treating me dinner. Out of all this, I promised to pay a portion back to them, cos they really deserved it :) When I reached home it was alr 11, quickly bathe and sleep for school. i took this without anyone looking, haha  me and cheryl, what on earth am i loking at?  praying? no la... he's just stoning  paying the bill, cheryl at the far side, :P  nuggets!  Milk tea! Today I woke up thinking I got no hw, so I went to school and stone. Until Irwan told me there was some Geo test, I was like ‘huh? What? Test? Oh shit! Its on food right? Oh crap!’ then alan told me still must bring report book, crap, I didn’t bring report book also. Chinese also have some small test, omg… and teacher was scolding someone cos he was exposing his HP, and she took it away, then they both argued like they wanna fight. Ai yo, what a day to start… got my oral results back, I sucked. I thought I would get high but… omg, I really suck. Maybe I should have talked a little more. Well, but its over a anyway, it would be useless to worry about it. I studied oral again with boon kim, we bought bubble tea and then went to Shaun’s house there, to read some newspaper. After updating this post, im gonna watch Slumdog millionaire, cant wait to see it. The storyline looks very realistic. Woohoo! I’ll made a movie review in the night about it. Hmmm, if I have still have time, im gonna watch Inkheart too. Haha! Omg! Im so free at home, lol! :D Sunday, March 29, 2009
Gonna be rushing
4:07 PM Last night was wondeful! I must say that thay day was very rushed. I went with my bro out for dinner. Since I was rushing to meet a friend to study, I had to leave him alone, omg! So sry bro, then all of a sudden my phone vibrated. The timing was changed from 8 to 8.20, I think. So I was happy I can at least go home together with my bro. then, I quickly pack my bag and rushed off. I rushed so much, when I arrived at the bus stop, I miss my bus. Oh crap! i thought I was gonna be late. I had to wait for 15 min. Normally, I don’t like to let my friends wait, its very bad. I would rather wait for them. So we went to marine library to study but it kinda closes at 9 so we didn’t do much. We talked while walking here and there. If im not wrong, I think we talked for about 1.5 hr. omg! I hope she wasn’t thinking that I was purposely wasting her time by walking and talking. So we had a nice talk. There are moments I thought we were gonna have an argument but thank god, we didn’t. I reached home at 11 plus. I told mum about what happened. she was quite shocked. Then he told me a lot of things which I thought were very encouraging. I think we talked for about an hour. So in simple terms, I went to sleep at 1, omg! So late!! Then I woke up at 7.30 cos I got cell group at my friend, David’s church. I was feeling super tired, I got about 6 hrs of sleep only. I thought I was late for cell group but thank god I was not. Our cell teacher told us a lot of faith and how easy was it to do miracles. He said it as easy as drinking water, wait no, its easier than drinking water. whoa, it was pretty funny. But I mist admit, everytime I go cell group I learnt something new. I thought it was too much for me to learn cos I wished I could talk like my cell teacher but it takes time… yea. Service was great! I learn more things but it would be nearly impossible to recall everything. But seriously, the way the pastor preaches was very motivating. David, me and other cell friends went for lunch. I don’t know how they got a netball with them. I went to a new place for lunch, bought some very nice noodles. Then I saw David playing with the ball. So I took a video with him. I noticed something about people in church. If u think Lester is cool, they are cooler, if u think boon kim is a crazy freak. Trust me, they are even crazier, if u think im social, they are more social. A lot of them are super smart people, fun, optimistic. In simple terms, they are almost perfect, like they have any girl they want. So David accompanied me to the MRT, he was very kind, almost as kind as James. I was in Kovan MRT, I don’t know how I got there, but I know how I was gonna get back. I took an hour to go home cos I slept in the train and miss the stop, crap! guess I was very tired. David with guitar, another gentleman :)  how the crap did i come to Kovan?  playing with ball before lunch playing with ball after lunch Omg! In a few moments, my piano teacher is gonna come, and I haven’t practice it yet. Shit! And its gonna rain, crappy shit! It better not rain cos I gonna meet Danny to study with him at Mos burger. Its gonna be another good day. wow! I got a lot of good days, hahah! Don’t worry goodness will come to u automaticly. Just be patient. PS: nothing is gonna spoil this week, except the rain!! Omg its raining now… :( Saturday, March 28, 2009
Bad to good?
6:18 PM Wow! I woke up at 7.30, to go to Chinese remedial in school. Crap, I nearly slept in class, it was so boring, teacher took 1 hr to explain one passage. Then she took ½ hr for another passage, wow, so contradicting. I was like rushing here and there. Then I gonna rushed all the way for maths tuition at kambangan... crap! Its rushing here and rushing there. I went to do my remaining A maths hw. I do halfway then I was stunned, cos almost the remaining half, I don’t know how to do. Shit! I just stone there for ½ hr, looking at the Qn. Then we went to bring bamboo shoots back to our house. So we went to our old house to collect them. I took a video anyway. Okay, before that, I also took pictures on my tuition’s teacher parrot. It looked so cute. Omg! hey! what ya looking at?
it stared at the camera... lol
moving bamboo shoots for our new house. Then we got Chinese tuition in our home, not Chinese remedial. I do until I can die. I was feeling sleepy too. So I tried to stay awake. Finally, I managed to concentrate in the end. So im pretty much refreshed now. I thought today was gonna sucked cos I got 3 arrangements. 2 tuitions and 1 remedial. It was way off the hook! But amazing, everything is gonna change cos I gonna go out with a friendd to study. Seriously, I like going out with my friends, I never regret any moment with them… unless they do nothing but insult me but I don’t think that’s gonna happen, lol!! now I know everything is gonna change. Im gonna start to be more hardworking now. Gonna ask more friends how to handle life independently. Anyway, im guessing tmr is gonna be good, and crap! I haven’t practice the piano the whole week, shit! My piano teacher is gonna give me a test, oh crap! Crap!! I don’t know what to do… nonetheless, I gonna face it through. Friday, March 27, 2009
Good day indeed
11:52 PM I thought today sucks, but God indeed proved that wrong. During phy, boon kim and I were having LUNCH?! Yup, we were having lunch during lessons, haha. We went to the library to do hw, well, I got no hw so I did some scriptwriting. I aint gonna show u yet. So boon kim got one more Qn left so we did it outside the canteen. Then we went for a walk… and a talk. I took some random pic, I was testing out camera angles. So we went out for bubbleee teaaa again, duh… then we went back and almost all my friends wanted the bubble tea, too. I took more pic cos I was so bored. I got 2 hrs, what do I do? Simple, daydream and do nothing. We tried wasting time by watching Robert and Lester play some fun game. I don’t even know what the game is. Anyway, English oral was splendid!! It was totally cool. The reading was near perfect. Pic description, I don’t think it was too bad. Conversation was tha best!! I think I can freaking score for conversation. I will definitely get more than 30, confirmed. The only I cant get 30 plus, if the teacher don’t like my face. Cos she cannot kill me for reading cos I read the passage superbly good. Woohoo! It owns man! Went for wushu for… I don’t know, lol. then I made a lot of last minute things like seeing a movie with Markus and Hao jun. it was really last minute but I told them about it yesterday. I was just confirming it today. Tuition was good, I got 21/30 for compo. It was a short story but it was nice. Short and sweet. Half-way doing compre, I got non-stop messages, one after another. So I was teling my bro... never a dull moment. After a message, a call came, after that call, another message came. I message so much like I was some business man negotiating some stocks value, lol! crap, I don’t know what im talking anyway. So Hao jun, Markus, my bro and I went to downtown east. We watched ‘The Unborn’. I’ll comment about it in the Movie Review. We saw more trailers, ‘Friday the 13th, Taking train 123( or something), and Angels and Demons’. Then Markus went home first, then Hao jun, then us. I was busy the whole day, Hao jun was shocked to see me to school attire. It was a good day overall, as I managed to go out with Markus again. We saw Taken poster, omg! Singapore release movies so late… its gonna be release on boon kim’s birthday. I aint gonna tell u when. As for boon kim, let see Taken on your birthday, if we can… I can guarantee u that u will like the movie. Pictures now. me and my bro in the bus, heading home  with boon kim at Terrace  the lights were all off, but when i took this, it looks dam bright.  testing on angles  angles 2  school stairway, nice angle  people waiting for Geo remedial  during remedial, lol, random-ness  Movie Review- The Unborn Rating-8.2/10 Seriously, I wont watch this movie again. It can be produced by Michael Bay but I tell you, its just another cliché horror. There were no original scares, all the scares were just mainly sounds. The face was kinda freaky but failed to scare me. I was shocked and my body shivered but it was only a moment. The only scary part was when one lady bent down while sitting on a chair, hair covering her face, when the main character lifted her head, her jaw split open. I like one part when one guy head tilted until the whole neck cracked then he starts crawling, hahahha, dam funny. I was like ‘look! He’s wearing his shirt upside down’. The movie was very short, less than 1.5 hour. A lot of anticipation of scary parts, some movements were unrealistic also. omg… Here’s Hollywood movies, they make so much, almost all the movies have a cliché storyline alr. Maybe I should direct next time and shocked the world, seriously. I really think I can do better, I just needed the right people, right actors and so on. PS: I don’t know why I like Friday a lot. Or everytime I go out with my friends, I feel that that day is wonderful. And omg… tmr is a kiler, I got Chinese remedial, then maths tutition, then Chinese tuition at home, omg! Its crazy man… but I’ll be free tmr evening, if no one books me, I think I’ll go out with Cheryl’s bro and maybe Cheryl to study outside. Tmr is gonna be a busy day again, but I don’t mind it, at all :) Thursday, March 26, 2009
Today
11:05 PM The day started well, very well I must say. Studied with a friend in the morning!! Then for SS, whoa, we did quite a lot of crap. I don’t even know what I was writing. Then in A maths, omg! I thought there was a test but there wasn’t. we did this Factor formulae. We do until like Xiao! Now, next week, we got a test on that chapter. Crate… then during recess, me boon kim talked to Mdn Anisa about JC and poly. BK: so u go poly, then still gonna go University. Mdn: ai ya. We all gonna go to Uni. BK: nowadays, I heard, the people will look at Uni grade, they don’t care if u got Cert or anything. They will see your degree? Mdn: yea. BK: so which is better? Mdn: of course Uni ya… but when people will to look at JC grades and poly grades. Who will they pick? Me: JC? Mdn: no. poly people, cos they got experience outside, JC people still doing further studies. BK: so we must go Uni, la? Mdn: we all must go Uni. Me: but for JC and poly, its up to the person choice Mdn: yes, so some people may drop out of JC or poly. Me: they drop out of JC then go ITE… lol BK: xiao! Who would be so, crazy man…? Mdn: but really, u people should do your best. Then when the results come out, then u pick your choice. But its always good to have an interest. Me: then at least u have a guide on where u wanna go. Mdn: yes. If not some people don’t like doing this, then in the end? Drop out. My sister friend got straight As, she still went to poly. Me: becos of where she wanna go? Mdn: yea cos I don’t think she was interested in JC courses. BK: ok thn see u next time. Mdn: yea, bye bye. BK: thank you. English, was dam funny. We were doing Reading, picture description and conversation. I look at Reading. Then De yuan tested me. I laughed halfway. He also laughed, WTC, what the crap! Then for pic description, I told him everything I saw in the pic and u know what? He laughed. And I was laughing my head off. Omg! Im gonna fail pic description, I talked too much nonsense until Winston and Alan can laugh. During conversation, whoa… I did a lot of stupid movements. I was laughing my guts out. Then we went for some comp thingy. Don’t wanna talk about it. All I know, my character does not match my occupation. I got …. Don’t wanna say it. Chen Sheng got police officer so he was like telling everyone don’t messed with him so he will arrest them, lol whoa, dam funny! Afternoon, I studied with boon kim, Shelby, and Shindy in the library. How bout, we didn’t do much. We were like laughing almost all the time. I cant even do one proper Qn. We were talking about movies, then to our lives, then all sort of things. Shindy called us (boon kim and i) freaks? Trust me shindy, u aint see freaks yet… Went home for tuition, I thought I was late, but I wasn’t. I was dozing off in tuition cos I was studying the whole day. well not the whole day. I was ‘busy’ the whole day, lol! crap! I gtg do hw man… I haven done crap since I got home, im too relaxed man, and I don’t know why im scoring in studies, seriously, I really don’t know. Either people are super merciful to me, so they are just strict towards everyone else… one Eg. I was calling someone in the middle of sci class and miss goh didn’t say a thing. I know I was very rude on that day. then when James JUST have a message and his phone rang for only a moment, it was taken away… omg! Why am I not getting scolded or something? Its so unfair, even I can say that’s unfair. Well, I promise my bro I would sleep early, sry no, WE will sleep early today so see ya! PS: I’ll be there supprting u, just don’t freak out when u see me smiling, serious. All the best, all the way! I hope u get what u wanted also. :) Wednesday, March 25, 2009
A miracle
10:33 PM Today have been wonderful. I would like to say I kinda sucked in Chinese oral. I was very slow in POA. I had a geo test today too. I think I will get a B this time, cant explain about mangroves, crap! I got my results back also. I did well for every subject except the two languages. Crappy bug man! I don’t believe it. I failed two subjects and I was 3rd in class? That’s so unbelievable… my Chinese oral sucked in the end. I kinda hesitated many times. I don’t think I could do well. Today I was supposed to go out with a friend to study but yea, there was a change of plans. Don’t wanna talk about it. Something amazing happened today, a miracle. Since i wasn’t going out, I was free in school. Boon kim and I were going back when hao jun wanted to meet us. I bought bubble tea cos I like bubble tea. Then we waited. Then walking around, we meet Hao Jun, since he didn’t wanna meet up with the rest, we decided to walk and talk. We walked from bubble tea shop to Bedok interchange. We talked about anything and everything. We really talked non-stop. Then we walked around interchange, talking. Then all of a sudden, James called me. He was right behind us. So we walked and talked with him too. Then we were about to go home, then I saw Sam Ang. Omg! I just meet 3 friends in one day. its so cool man! So in total, we walked and talked for about 1 hour, serious. Took many pic. we ended off just nice. Im sure we had a pretty talk. boon kim was checking whether it was still raining...  meet hao jun  i just took a pic behind them  i bet they didnt notice i took this  meet James, how interesting  omg! SAM ANG  James, hao jun, boon kim and sam(behind boon kim)  i stil need work for camera angles. Then i followed my sis to MRT to top-up my card and do something.  at the MRT station  Im gonna see Coming Soon with my best friend, this is gonna be a good week, I hope nothing can ruin it. Movie Review- Behind Enemy’s Lines Rating- 8.8/10 Directed by John Moore(director of Max Payne). This is one of the best works, John Moore had ever made. The action was intense. Camera angles were awesome. It started out very normal, until when the problem starts, the action is constant. Very nice! Slow-motion was very good, it was a good use of slow-motion. The style of action looks pretty much like Max Payne. Music was fitting. Sounds were good as usual. I think this is the best work so far. PS: omg! The A maths sums were so tough, don’t say im smart becos I got better grades. I’ve never seen such sums like this, or maybe I have forgotten them. I also don’t know, I was stuck at it for so long then I gave up. Next time, I need more help to think. I seriously got to think faster. Tuesday, March 24, 2009
3 Sections
10:23 PM Day before yesterday On Sunday is a very bad day. my sis told me a cat was killed when she bringing the dogs out for a walk. She didn’t see the cat dead but the death was very recent. So she brought me there to see it too. I took some pic. The body is still warm. At the end of the day, she said to me one phrase that could possibly describe that day, ‘Bloody Sunday’. it was still warm but it was not moving  my sis and the cat  Today My bag was freaking heavy today. Just becos I brought my wushu attire, my bag weigh a ton. Crazy man! I was bending my back the whole time. A maths, we received a test paper, well I don’t really think it was a test. Donovan and I thought we were doing very slow. Then I don’t know why, everyone start asking me Qns. They about the sums I haven’t done yet and Qns that I didn’t wanna talk about. Why don’t they refer to boon kim who got better marks than me? I could have done to Qn 9 but I only done to Qn 8. but nvm about it, I don’t mind helping them either. I love myself cos Donovan was asking me a Qn, I looked at the sum, then suddenly. Bam!! I got the ans in my head. It was very amazing. It was a gift that I have which cannot be explained. SS was rushing. Don’t wanna talk about it. In eng, we did more tongue twisters. I wanted ‘doctors’ but we were given something else. Then teacher end up calling everyone to say the tongue twisters except the right ones. I was hoping he doesn’t call me cos if he do, I would attract a lot of attention, I also don’t know why. Me and boon kim studied in the library after recess. Took another pic of the door. i guarantee u i dont know this person  After lunch, I went outside cos I didn’t do the mock exam for maths. Paper 1 seemed very easy, could get A1 without a doubt. Still preparing for paper 2. then half-way doing the paper, I heard a sec 1 boy playing the piano. He played dam nice. So nice until Mr Kuan stopped to listen to it. I guessed he should be better than a grade 6 or so. CME was… I don’t know. Lazy to describe it. Then went for Wushu, managed to do a flying kick and cartwheel without hands again. Failed a lot of times, but managed to get the feeling to do 2 times. I was very low, low enough to hit my head against ground. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYl--Sku1I0&feature=relatedTrailer day 2 Knowing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HPfAhA2FBU X-men origins Fast & furious (new model) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvn-XmYyAmY&feature=related The unborn (horror) Harry potter and the Half-blooded prince (special thanks to Jordan for getting a super good quality for the trailer) New star trek PS: chinese oral is coming tmr. TMR!? im so gonna ask boon kim for help. crap, im alr quite nervous. lol! nevertheless, i think tmr is gonna be a good day :) im positive. Monday, March 23, 2009
Saw changes, learn something
10:30 PM Yesterday The rest of the day have been rather, unexplainable. I cant find words to describe it. I really don’t feel like doing anything. I just feel so down, I wanna sleep and hope for a new day to come. Forget about the hw, forget about play, forget about crap! I just feel like doing something, something right but I don’t know how. Every time, I turn back to look at the cat’s pic in my phone, I sorta feel like crying. Cos I felt so useless as I could have played a part in preventing its death. Gosh, I don’t know how to describe this feeling… what a day to ruin the holidays. I should have enjoyed these little things in the first place. I don’t wanna talk about it, u wanna hear it, give me a call or talk to me in person cos I don’t wanna type it out or send a message either. I just noticed im super weak, don’t ever say im strong. I went to the Gym and exercise for 30 min. after 30 min or so, I died. My legs ached and my body was dam tired. I lost over 100 plus calories in 30 min. I really needed a bath. After bathing, I went to practice the piano. Then my piano teacher came and so on. Ok after piano class, I really felt like walking so I accompanied my piano teacher outside. Her parents were supposed to fetch her back but they made up their mind so my piano teacher was supposed to meet them at home. We walked to the MRT, talking about our lives and so on. She was supposed to take bus 14 but we kinda talked until she missed the bus. OMG! Im so sorry. So the next bus didn’t came until 20 min later, so we continued talking, she kinda felt that I was gonna leave but I thought it was best to accompany her until the bus come. I mean, it would be bad if I just leave her alone at the MRT, since she got no ear piece to listen music. Don’t wanna do anything at home when I got back so I watched Kiss of the Dragon. Today School wasn’t so bad today. Since I didn’t do much hw, I did some hw in the library with Donovannn, we were doing eng. We do half-way end up talking. Then I do ¾-way, then start to stone in mid-air cos I got kinda boring. Sorta of don’t feel like doing sort of thing. Then we joked here and there. Then went with boon kim and buy bubbleee teaaa! Bought some coffee milk tea, it was pretty nice. And one more thing, im so surprised I got A1 for both A maths and E maths. Now, im not trying to be boastful but what the heck?! Why am I graded so well? Boon kim did better than me and he got the same marks as me for A maths. WTH? So back on topic, as I went out, I noticed a few things amiss. Everything is changing. So I took some pic. i didnt know there was construction on this side  why is this thing in school? oh please... enough of wasting money on such things...  Don and i were packing to leave  omg! one side of the door is missing, i wonder why...  in the library with Don  I talked on my pal again. We sort of get into an argument but it end quickly. Wanna share it again. Its about our day and confidence. Pal: hey sam, so hows first day of school after the March holidays? Me: well, kinda good. Pal: well, now that’s a rare answer. I thought u either find school boring or good? Me: yea well, but today I thought it wasn’t so bad. Pal: ah, I see. Hows your studies been going? Me: normal, im still good. Pal: o…k… teaching your friends? Me: duh, but they still cant beat me. lol Pal: ok sam, stop saying that. U sound arrogant. Me: where got? Its true. Pal: really? How confident are u in your mid year exams? (or I think he said that) Me: Ha! VERY. Top 5, confirmed. Pal: ok, ok. Stop it. Bloody hell, your freaking arrogant. Me: what? What did I say? Pal: its not about your what u said. Your tone of voice sounds as if your better than others. And others cant beat u Me: well, then how u want me to sound? Pal: be confident, not arrogant. Say I’ll do better by mid year. Don’t say you can beat others. Me: I didn’t say that. How u know whether whats confidence and arrogance? Pal: how can u not know?! Confidence can result to arrogance but arrogance will not result to confidence. Me: huh? What the heck do u mean? Pal: Confident people will be arrogant at a certain stage, that’s definite, whereby they won the state championship or they have cracked a unsolvable code. But arrogant people are not always confident. Me: why do u say that? Pal: bloody shit, Samuel. Listen! Some arrogant people THINK they are smart and they ACT brave and strong. If your asking me, they’re just a hopeless person with a gun. Without that gun, they’re nothing but a pussy. If u continue talking like that, u will have no one left. And some may hate u for that. And I don’t think your that kind of person, ok? Me: then what kind of person u think I am? Pal: well, I don’t know. U should ask that to yourself. I cant help u answer that Qn. Your over-confidence is gonna drag you down until u start to listen. That way u wont always have to end off with a argument. Me: ok… I get it. How can u tell whether im confident or arrogant? Pal: simple, your tone. So its just a little more than ‘think before u speak’ that kind of thing. I know from the way u talk, many people are gonna refer to u for help, that’s definite. When that happens, you know what to do. Me: ( dam it, I forgot what I said… I think its…) ok I’ll take it into consideration. Thanks for the talk. Pal: no, thank you for listening… realize your mistakes, better still, learn from them. Me: it aint that easy. Pal: if it was easy, I wouldn’t be saying all that to u. so I’ve heard Sunday ruined your whole holidays. Me: yea, I tell u later. Gotta go sleep. I guess you and I have another long day again. Pal: long day? yes. How we see that long day, its up to us. Me: always and always will be. I took a very long time to recall almost the whole conversation. I think an hour or so to recall everything. Guess I learn something. Confidence can result to arrogance but arrogance will not result to confidence. Will keep it touch again, pal. Will be in touch real soon… Movie Review- Body of Lies Rating- 7.7/10 Im sorry for the low score for this movie but it was disappointing. There was only 2 action scenes that caught my attention. The starting part and the last part. Other than that, it was just talking and talking. Unless you know something about business, this movie would seem boring for u. Director Ripley Scott had so much potential. The action was good. Blood was pretty nice. But if it wont for the English subtitles, I would have fallen asleep, no offence. I like Ripley Scott’s older movies. The story behind the Body of Lies is that, throughout the whole movie, everyone seem to be deceiving each other. One lie covering up another lie. The movie could have been so much better… PS: I didn’t believe I had just type another 1200 over words again. Omg! If you all are reading this, means u must known almost every post is like a compo. But seriously, u cant blame me cos I like writing… or typing, lol! Sunday, March 22, 2009
Shockness
3:02 PM Everything was so fast, I was speechless. Today was shocking. W were getting ready for church, my sis wanted to feed the cat food. Since kim(the big dog) saw the cat, it got up and chase. The cat wanted to get on higher ground, duh. But it sorta missed the fell down. Omg!! It fell down 7 floors! I heard this, I was alr like ‘F! shit! Wheres the cat? Im gonna get it.’ My maid carried the cat up. The cat was traumatized. I mean it was breathing very heavily. Our guess was it had internal bleeding. It sounded it was breathing its last breath. My sis found no bones broken but it was in a state of shock. And there was freaking nothing I could do. It never blinked. I wanted to stay with it, hoping it would not die. As a result, we all didn’t go to church. My parents quickly called for pet clinic. After they left, I prayed, hoping god can at least give this pet a second chance. I knew it was ridiculous to pray for pets, I mean I can pray for people but praying for pets?? Sounds a little weird. All I wanted was for time to past a little faster, and indeed it has, cos I just suddenly dosed off. When I come to, my mum and my sis returned. They were crying in their hearts. My mum told me the cat wouldn’t make it. When they brought the cat to the clinic, it coughed out blood. It kept meowing. So my mum was telling me she hated her senses but they senses told her that the cat would not survive the day even though the doctor say it is 50-50 chance. I alr knew it was never a 50-50 chance. All I could do was to hug my mum and listen to her. I was very upset. I mean, we really loved the cat and took care of it. We even brought it something to play. My sis friends loved the cat. We bought toys and scratching pillars… it was all becos of our carelessness, we wasted a life. I mean if the cat dies of old age, we cant blame that but it dies becos of us. US! Becos we THOUGHT it was all right, well done! The power of freaking imagination. My day changed when my grandparents came to my house. I was wondering why they came over. I never knew they would cross the distance just to see my cat?! Then they said: hey wheres your mum? Me: she’s inside They said: huh?! I thought your mum go hospital? Sis: WTH, mum didn’t go to the hospital… They said: u called me say she went to some hospital? Sis: no la, our cat went to the clinic. Not mum! They said: huh? Then I heard u say ma? Sis: I say ‘mao’ (cat in Chinese) not ma! Grandpa: no wonder so funny. If not, I wondering how can the dog pushed mum? Then mum fell down 7 floors. Hey honey, u tell me wrong things is it? Grandma: no, I thought I hear ma fell down 7 floors Sis: if she fell down, I wouldn’t say we bought mum to the PET CLINIC? U hear wrongly la Me: what the crap, if ‘mum’ was replaced by ‘mao’, the story goes, the dog pushed mum. Mum fell 7 floors, we bought mum to the pet clinic. Doctor gave mum medication. LOL. It would be dam funny. Sis: ya la! Joke of the century man,… Me: if dad hears this he’s gonna die of laughter. Mum: hahahah, now I know where dad got his genes from. Grandpa: ya la! Then she tell me you fell down 7 floors and went to the pet clinic. I was wondering why they bring u to pet clinic? Then link here link there, everyone got the wrong message. So we decided to come over to confirm some things out. Me: omg… its all a misunderstanding. WTH. Your hearing need work man. Tell everyone the wrong message, now our uncle think that mum is gonna die. And he’s gonna chase the cat. Omg! Omg! Sis: whoa! Joke of the century man! Mum, next time we should talk to grandpa first. Not grandma. Mum: haha she cannot be messenger next time. My bro: yea. Everyone was spoken in Chinese so some parts, I didn’t actually translate it but u get the idea of the joke… Well, cant stay and chat for long. Im going to exercise cos I didn’t exercise the whole week, im gonna be fat if I don’t exercise, so yea. Still haven’t done much hw, shit. Nvm, after piano class then I’ll start doing. Saturday, March 21, 2009
You made my day
9:34 PM hello again, wow, i must day today aint so hard after all. i study with boon kim in the library in the afternoon. then i wen to get a bubbleeee teaaa! I got Ice Coffee, cos I haven’t tasted it before. It was okay, didn’t like it much. I like the pearl though. Maybe its because the store sells sucky Coffee, so maybe I try another Ice Coffee outside school on Monday. Boon kim and I talked about some funny stuff about movies and horror movies. I was plainly laughing. Anyway, I came back home to go on MSN hoping to talk to the other friend. Waited for hours, but that person didn’t came online. So I kinda gave up and off the comp. Ate my dinner and went to watched Blood Diamond. Watched half-way, then my friend called me. We had a long chat. That person needed help so I kinda helped. I was watching movie and helping that person with some study hw at almost the same time. But overall, couldn’t concentrate for both so I went out and talked to my friend. I talked for so long, I forgot to eat my fruits and drink my wine, lol!! Anyway, its because of this talk, it made my day. At least that person didn’t forget about it and apologize. Cos that’s what matters a lot. So I was indeed grateful and thankful about it, seriously. Omg! My other dog, kim, got sick. So we gonna bring it back to our home, it was so weak, it cannot stand up, it could not walk properly, it cant even wag its tail. So me and my bro brought it out for a walk as it rested for hours. Took a video of it, its quite a long one.  Movie Review- Blood Diamond Rating- 8.9/10
Last minute things
1:15 PM First thing, nothing happen, then one moment later, everything starts coming. Its like so last minute things. Everything just happen so suddenly, I don’t know how to react to it. I talked to my friend about our days and so. It was a nice talk so I decided to share it. Friend: yo sam, hows your day? Me: sucks… Friend: why? I thought u told me the holidays were awesome to u. Me: yea, they were, but the last day that kinda ruin everything… Friend: why? As in how? I thought your going out with your friend on Friday? Me: I didn’t so the afternoon was really boring. Friend: well, that’s sucks. How bout today? Me: no idea… suppose to meet a friend for studies again. Friend: what the hell. So you going for studies now, I presume… Me: don’t know, another friend ask me to go for studies too. So I got 2 friends gonna go out to study and I don’t even know which time is which, omg! Dam confusing. Friend: well, then call them! Confirm some things out. Me: one of them have no contacts. Cant even reach that person… Friend: the other one? Me: the other one… if the 1st person doesn’t inform me of anything. I maybe going out with the other friend in the afternoon. Friend: well, that’s confusing. Are u sure your gonna study? Me: well duh. I haven’t done much of my shitty hw. I gonna do them by today or tmr. And oh crap! I even got piano class tmr afternoon, and I haven’t done her hw yet. Shit! Friend: ok calm down a bit… Me: I haven even practice the piano yet. My piano teacher is gonna be so pissed. Friend: ok, ok. Calm down a while. You just need more time. Don’t worry about it. I think your friends better get some things straight or its gonna be too late. Me: tell me about it…. sigh* Friend: ok I don’t wanna waste too much of your time k. u must now think really fast to solve this kind of situation. I cant do anything much cos there is nothing I can do about it. Sorry, get your thinking straight sam. Don’t hesitate too long. They are waiting for your reply. Me: yea, ok. Wait how do u know they are waiting for me? Friend: haha, sam… cos im having the same problem as well. I gtg right now, sorry. You know what to do… I did not my friend’s situation but I do know that both of us aint just gonna sit down and hope things will get better. Im gonna go out study now, will update again at night or so. Friday, March 20, 2009
10:56 PM Well, I got to say that today really Sucked! It had to ruin the whole week, shit. What a day to end of a week… Just when I thought everything was gonna be fun. Anyway, during the past 4 days, many people thought the holidays sucks and were boring. Well, they were miracles to my eyes. The unforgettable moments of these day were… Monday Markus came to my house for a sleepover Tuesday The time I renew my phone and watch ‘Watchmen’ Wednesday Cycling with my friend and study outing with a friend :) Thursday The time Lester played games with us and Dodge ball. Friday This day was amazing disappointing. I was freaking bored in the afternoon, should have ask Markus out, seriously. So my sis friend Ivan told us some ghosts stories which were kinda freaky. I got so bored I went to do some eng hw, I took 1 hr to do summary. Omg! Im very slow. Lol! Then I went for tuition. After tuition, I told my bro that we should go different ways and meet again. But I didn’t tell him where to meet. So when I reached the MRT station, he was nowhere to be found. WTH. I panicked and tried to find for him but could not. Then I had no choice but to go back alone. As I was walking, I saw my bro at the gate of my house. Whoa! I was so relieved. So I told him next time, we should talk a little more before we part ways. However, the day changed when I brought our dogs for a walk. Then my friend Markus got his comp back. Good for u Markus! Don’t say my days are good for your days are gonna be good too. Miracles will happen pal, have faith and be patient :) wait onto the Lord… PS: don’t u quit on me now. Your lucky to met her and your lucky she knows me. Cos im gonna pray for u too. I don’t care whether your name appear on the newpaper. But whoever you are, don’t quit on me cos there is more in life for u. don’t give up now. I do not know you, I may not care what race u come from but I know god will heal u and he will be with u. don’t lose faith, Never lose faith. Cos im not giving up on u…
This morning
1:13 PM I slept at 1.30 yesterday… no wait, I slept at 1.30 today, haha cos it was alr the next day. i woke up and message josh when was wushu starting. I got no reply. I thought it was strange then I know chen sheng and some people got POA class today. So I spam cheng sheng on MSN, asking him whether he saw any wushu in the hall when he left POA. And yes there was wushu in the morning! I thought it was in the afternoon, oh shit! What a day to start… shit, so im free in the afternoon, oh crap, nothing to do. Anyway, I watched Pitch Black with my bro in the morning. Then I felt like sleeping co im so bored… omg, I hope this day isn’t another boring, please don’t let it be a boring day, the other 4 days were great, this day is not gonna bring the week down. By the end of today, im gonna make a summary on my week in the holidays and those unforgettable moments in each of the days. This evening im gonna go to tuition and next I have no idea, lol! Okay, this is a short post, will update again today night. Movie Review- Pitch Black Rating 8.5/10 First things first, the fonts on the introduction were kinda hard to see. Only the title was clear. It talks about a ship that crash in an unknown planet which seemed to have oxygen. o.O In every 22 years, there would an eclipse that blocks out the sun. That’s why its called pitch black cos when the eclipse blocks out the sun, its complete darkness. And I thought that movie stole some of my ideas but it didn’t. Creatures that linger in the dark comes to the survivors to eat them. Its quite an old movie, but kinda entertaining, I didn’t like it much cos the first 45 min were just talk and exploring around the unknown planet. Nonetheless, in was worth watching. Thursday, March 19, 2009
Longest day really...
11:52 PM Well, I am very sorry that I have not been updating yesterday. If u are free, seriously, im gonna say to u, this will be the longest post ever. I can guarantee u that, co sim gonna talk about yesterday and today and tomorrow… lol so yea, its gonna be long. Better get started. Yesterday was spectacular. I went out for zhi hui birthday. De yuan, alan and zhi jun plus the girls came. Oh sad… winston didn’t come also cos he got band. We waited at Mac for the girls. We sat somewhere sheltered. Zhi jun and De yuan bought the cake. Omg! Must thank them cos the cake cost quite a lot. They were gonna play volleyball and I like ‘WTH volleyball!? But heck, its 12.30pm. almost the hottest time in the afternoon. We played a while, I guessed I got sunburn. Then we ate the cake after trying to light the candles and singing the songs, haha. Zhi jun sang the loudest, way a go man! Whoa! The cake was big and I cant finished it even though I was hungry. My gosh… We went for cycling cos the girls chose that idea. I was dam shocked when I noticed zhi hui and wei ling cannot cycle, omg, what have they been learning in their life? And this bloody zhi jun don’t wanna help wei ling cycle in a 2-person bike. He say he doesn’t have this ‘license’ to cycle. I don’t know what crap is that. I didn’t want to drag this on so I picked myself instead. Zhi jun was like Overjoyed. I didn’t have be so-call ‘license’ also. I told myself this when wei ling and I were about to go on the 2-person bike, ‘safety first. When u are about to fall, Put your leg down before wei ling falls.’ Since its my first idea to cycle in a 2-person bike, my first thought is the safety of the second person. When we start off, it was kinda freaky, we nearly fell but we didn’t. thank god! I bet wei ling was very worried, cos she kept telling me don’t turn so sharp, don’t speed, dont fall and stuff like that. When I told her it was my first time too, she was stunned. Lol! After a while, I got used to the cycling so I was confident enough to take a picture while cycling. Lol! But sadly, I had to leave early due to tuition, crap! So De yuan fetch me to the bus stop, wow! He cycle freaking scary! I think I know why wei ling don’t want him to cycle with her. He cycle until I freaked out! If I am quite experienced to cycling and I freaked out in De yuan cycling, I don’t know how scared will wei ling feel if she cycle with De yuan… I took a pic behind de yuan. I tell u, it was one of the best things I have ever done cos it so freaking hard to take a picture. After tuition, I went out with a friend to study. Its because of this outing, I know miracles existed. That person may think it’s a regular study outing but it was one of the best miracles that has ever happen to me. Its because of this, today was outstandingly spectacular!! volleyball  my sandals are all sandy, man...  happy birthday to you, zhi hui :)  i bet the cake is very filling  my first time cycling 2-person bike. we were taking a break  i toook this while cycling, cool!  i bet u this was very hard to do... o.O  Today Today was freaking disappointing. I can say today was okay. Good and bad. The bad part is half the class didn’t come. What the heck? What kind of class outing is this. Even the organizer didn’t come also. Winston is freaking angry, he kept cursing along with chen sheng. Whoa! The whole bus, I feel dam ‘pai sei’ to be their friend man… so I feel asleep instead, little did I know when I wake up, we alr reached the place. Me and chen sheng went to toilet in Vivo. We got lost when we got out. Haha, it was so funny, I kept laughing, still thinking it was a joke until, oh shit! We are really lost, faster call Winston or De yuan. Haha, hecking funny. I kept slapping chen sheng on his shoulder, lol! We got lost in Vivo. Finally we managed to find our way through… so-called. So after half the class came, we went to Sentosa. Everthing has changed. I was complaining to James why things change so fast. We went to beach to played volleyball. Everyone had to play whether they want to or not. I think I got sunburn more, omg. And I know I really sucked in volleyball, when I scored ONE point in lester’s team, lester and Robert came to shake my hand as if I had done triple back flips while landing on one hand. But I must say im pretty good in serving the ball. It was a long way to the toilet but I didn’t mind walking. I didn’t play my best in volleyball cos my leg got a cut and we were playing on the sand. So ouch! I kept hopping while playing. Then some of us went to the water for a swim. Took pic and video. Then we were kinda bored so lester came up with some ‘interesting’ games to play. The winner gets to choose who is gonna be thrown into the water. everyone panicked but surprisingly, I was the winner. Woohoo!! How awesome is that? Lester created the game and I was the last man standing so everyone painted Lester’s face with lotion and they threw him into the water. haha, dam funny. Took pictures and a video. Then we played DODGEBALL. It was fun knowing that I also sucked in that game too. Lester and alan were very good, they like one VS 3 still can win. Lol! That’s cool. I was very very hungry but I had to endure until we reached back to Vivo cos the food in Sentosa was freaking expensive! We were all very tired and we waited for the girls who eventually didn’t come along with us. We missed the Tramp and I was dam frustrated cos I didn’t wanna walk back. Then all of a sudden, a bus stopped beside us to give us a lift. Wow that’s was seemingly incredible. It was like a wish coming true. Seriously, THANK GOD FOR THAT. It was a miracle. Even took the pic in the bus. I don’t know why the guy stopped for us but I was totally glad that he did it. Well time for pic and videos! on the bus  i just woke up and took a random pic, my gosh, i missed winston's face  cheng sheng and i got lost in Vivo, seriously  Vivo. wow, so empty...  train to Sentosa  thought this was a nice view  construction site??  volleyball  volleyball 2  hi chen sheng, can u find james?  lazy to rotate, im dam tired doing this post... lol  group games  now doing lester's body cos he lost in the game, well not exactly  look at him now (almost done)  sup lester, u look... whitey  grace? in a dress? omg!  the bus that saved us all!  on the way back, im hungry  the beachside video :P volleyball match Lester to the water We went to a food centre in Vivo for lunch. I bought a upsize Udon, the noodles were kinda plain but the chicken was very nice. Then Robert insisted we had this ‘men’ talk which was so what the heck. Don’t wanna discuss about it. I went home to bathe to do my tuition hw, I do hw half-way, I felt like sleeping. So I slept, then my maid woke me up too quickly then I got a headache during tuition. Couldn’t concentrate very well, after tuition, I went to sleep again. Then I suddenly realized I had to talk to a friend on MSN, so I kept telling myself to stand up and pull myself together. That’s im here typing out this post if not I would have done it tmr morning. As u see the time, its past midnight… well not exactly. Well, that’s almost everything that has happen today. Tmr I maybe going out with a friend to study, not sure if its confirm yet. We’ll see about it tmr morning.
|
Welcome!
This is my blog, enjoy your stay. Just don't flood the tagboardDon't look down on yourself You are worth much more Wishes ♥
God alone :DMore time :) Helping others Movies o.O Likings ♥
Bubble tea Stunts o.O Making movies Animating Profile
Name: Samuel leeAge: 16+ Country: Singapore After everyone leaves, i will be the one there waiting for you. I'm will love everyone and anyone, no matter how bad you are. What am I I can choose to be anyone, a millionaire, a bankrupt, a rich man, a poor person, anyone. i can be your best friend and your worst enemy. i can be a miracle and i can be a nightmare. i can be a helper and i can be a destroyer. but its not up to fate, it is a choice we must make. i can reach my dream goal, but none of them matters. most importantly, i just want to be a child of God. Tagboard
Links
Jess♥Trish(cousin) James! De Yuan,dy Hao Jun, yo! Chia (wei ling) Shelby :) Zhi Jun(Junster) Tricia :)(friend) Jordan Donovan(Do no van)lol Grace DNP! Ivan Kristy Fadzilah Cai Bao Shindy Jess C Ka Yan Mei Foong (MF) Sing Ru (SR guy) Christie Ben (Benjamin L) Heartfelt Song ♥ (must Hear!) click play
|
