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Friday, October 15, 2010

Today 4:56 PM

Now
I just love it how the word NOW can mean a lot to me. Its about a few days after Hi Club Camp and I have indeed learnt a lot. I wont go explaining every details cos it will take 10 hrs. lol. Ok there are a couple of things that I super wanna say. I know that u take hrs, days and weeks to plan of something and your plan can just go down the drain within minutes or seconds. Its super frustrating and I have to super decide how or what to do. Im currently blasting the music, At the Cross and You alone are God. Seriously, they are the next 2 fav songs. Apparently I am pretty bad to solving or handling stress. I just shut off myself from the World using Christian music. Maybe it’s the time where I look to God and really let Him in control.

From Hi Club Camp, true its fun and all. But I guess God made me learn quite a lot of things through the camp. First, He taught me that I must now take talking or speech for granted. God kinda showed me how pathetic I am for signing. And the leaders encourage us to sign as we talk. Sign as in Sign language. And since Im so pathetic at signing, my talking is very slow and pathetic too. So after the camp, I was talking to my family and I realized how fortunate I am when I can talk. Look at the Hearing Impaired who must sign every word or letter when they speak, it is really troublesome. We are alr blessed when we can talk even though we have only 1 mouth. Be glad u can talk.

Just to make things interesting. I got love-struck in Hi Club camp!!!! Woohoo!! Hahaha. Ok la, its only a crush, a passing thing. I got freaking distracted during signing lah! And worst, I got it on the first day of camp, so yeah. Cannot keep staring at her!! Its so stupid. She wouldn’t even like me anyway. But overall, it was not a crush. Her personality just curious me. Im not saying that I dislike her. I just don’t like her that crazy, just her personality curious me. So basically, I just want to know her better. That’s all. But don’t worry, I don’t like her now. Fine! Just a little. Haha. Anyway to spoil to you all, well those who are seeing this, she’s not in any group. She in camp comp. haha make a guess!

The next thing, I figured that if u go out with your friends and u don’t put God in the center. The outing just feels kinda weird. Ever got it before? Well, I went out with my pal to watch Takers. And I didn’t exactly put God inside. I mean the outing was fun and all but it just felt something amiss. Its like one piece of the whole magnificent joy is missing. So when I was backing home, I was just reflecting. You know, its so easy to just turn our way and go our own path but it feels meaningless at times. I could have easily daydream and waste my time. So I decided, maybe next outing im gonna starting praying and let God come in again and hopefully to all my Christian friends, I would like to make a prayer before we leave and get back to our own lives. My pal once told me, prayer is very important and I agree with that.

Lastly, when a plan fails and things just don’t go your way. Don’t give up!!! Don’t just say Ai Ya forget it lah! Cos it means you have lost and the problem have take the better of you. I encourage you all, don’t give up. Seek God and get your head straight. Think through first, plan another plan and commit it to the Lord. Let God literally do the rest. But don’t u give up!!! If not, u will always easily give in and grumble at the end of the day. Right now, im still going out with my friends after a major change of plans and many is not coming. Im still going out with the rest cos I did not give in. Thanks to God I can at least still go out with some. Its better than nothing. For all I know, I might just impact these few friends through God.

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