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Thursday, February 25, 2010
More than Anything
3:53 PM okay... before anyone reads this. i just wanna say, i was thinking of these Qns during my Walk with God. for the non-Christians reading this. im sorry, i dont mean to offend anyone or compare any religion. if u wish to ask Qns, feel free to do so :) i wont be angry, and yes, i wont even judge your comments. for my Christians friends, do know life is never gonna be easy. but it is written, ''Your work in the Lord is not in vain''. even the smallest shortest prayer is precious to Him. sometimes, prayer is often misunderstood. Prayer more than communication with God, its communion. Prayer is not begging, its surrendering. Its not informing God, its God transforming us. so yeah, dont lose faith yet. there must more than this! Some Qns that i thought... If someone were to storm towards me and ask, ‘If God were to take your friends away, and you will be alone. Would u still love him?’ And I will answer, ‘yes’.
He bit his lips and questioned, ‘What if God takes away your job or career just like that, would you still love him’. Then I will nod and say, ‘yes’.
Then he asked, ‘You pray so hard in time of trouble, you go on your knees for hours and lift your hands until they were aching and God said NOTHING at all. In fact, things gotten worse, your studies are failing, your parents argue every single day now and no matter what you do, nothing seems to get better. You cried and begged and stayed up all night but God didn’t answer. It was like you voicing all your trouble but to a blank wall. Will you still even love God?’ I paused and pondered and said, ‘yes’.
He shook his head and asked, ‘If God were to crush your dream, destroy your hope of ever achieving what u wanted in life, would you then love him?’. I will look at him and say, ‘yes’.
The man clenched his fists and continued, ‘If God were to ruin your family life, kill your brothers and sisters, your parents divorced and you ended up living with your dad who treat you super bad. Will u still love God?’ I will smile at him and answer, ‘yes’.
He stared and glared at me and ask, ‘If the love of your life were to leave u, she leaves with your money and your treasures of the house and says she will NEVER be returning to you and does not even care of what happens to you. Will you still want to look to God and say you love Him?’ And I will say, ‘yeah, still yes’.
He closed his eyes in disbelief and exclaimed angrily, ‘If terrorists were to storm into your house with your relatives, your cousins, your parents, your children, your wife and held them in front of you and they said ‘‘If you were to say you love God, we will kill everyone in front of your eyes, slowly. Grab ALL your belongings and kill you last leaving you with absolutely nothing left. Will you still want to love your God?’’ they got their knives ready at your loved ones’ neck. You were tied up and unable to move an inch. And they all stared at you… waiting for the one answer you were going to give. What will it be??’ And I will say to them, with great sadness and great confidence with a last smile on my face… ‘YES’.
Then the man became real angry and shouted, ‘Why? Why?! Why! Why do u choose to love God when He doesn’t even answer your prayers when you prayed for so long. Why do u love Him when He doesn’t give you what you want? When your family is falling apart, when God doesn’t respond a thing, how could you turn to Him still? NO ONE can love God all the time. Don’t you see family matters most, don’t you see life is so precious? Don’t you see your dream is your goal in life? Don’t you see your friends will support you and can give you laughs and joy? Is God everything of it? Then I say, ‘I know, all these are important, they are very important indeed but God is just greater and above all that. So I will love Him even when all these are taken from me, my loved ones, and my life. Feeling extremely frustrated, the man questioned, ‘why?’ And I will tell him… ‘No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived (Imagine, not think) what God has prepared those who love Him’ 1 Corinthians 2:9. U know, I was talking to J and I can say, what more can friend give to another other than a listening ear and his/her fullest support? No one on earth has everlasting patience, no one on earth have everlasting love for people. We may have great patience and great love for others for there will always be a limit no matter how much we hoped there is no limit. But as God have always loved us, no guilt in hell, no scheme of men, no grip of struggle can ever separate us from His love. I respect J’s life so I wont say anything. But I do have a song for her. I cant sing the song but I hoped I can introduce the song to her. Its called, Tear Down The Walls. I seriously find this song very moving. When I first heard, I was like, alright! It’s the song for J.
VERSE 1: Tear down the walls see the world Is there something we have missed Turn from ourselves Look beyond There is so much more than this PRE CHORUS: And I don't need to see it to believe it I don't need to see it to believe it Cause I can't shake this Fire deep inside my heart VERSE 2: Look to the skies hope arise See His majesty revealed More than this life there is love There is hope and this is real PRE CHORUS 2: Cause I don't need to see it to believe it I don't need to see it to believe it Cause I can't shake this fire burning Deep inside my heart CHORUS: This life is Yours and hope is rising As Your glory floods our hearts Let love tear down these walls That all creation would Come back to You It's all for You CHORUS 2: Your Name is glorious Glorious Your love is changing us Calling us To worship in spirit and in truth As all creation returns to You BRIDGE: Oh for all the sons and daughters Who are walking in the darkness You are calling us to lead them back to You We will see Your spirit rising As the lost come out of hiding Every heart will see this hope we have in You Movie Review- Transformers – Revenge of the Fallen Rating- 8.9/10__4 stars I don’t know why everyone movie critics think the storyline is off. It is very simple. Enemy targets Earth, the Fallen wants to conquer Earth as how he did in the olden times. Then somehow the all-spark isnt destroyed yet. So Sam have to stop them as usual. Megan fox looks hotter but I just don’t like her. The parents are even more funnier and there is more action, of course. But I can say that there are too many obts until you have no idea which ones are good and which ones are bad. The slow-motion is used nicely and appropriately. The tiger thingy transformer nearly stole the movie even it wasn’t for bumble bee’s coming, it wouldn’t have died so fast. After all, it achieved second top of all time in SG. Strictly just for fans for action-goers. Those who wanted a deep, grave storyline behind this would be disappointed but nonetheless, the movie may keep them intrigued. |
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