Maths paper was very good. I think I’ll get my A. paper 1 was pretty simple. I took my own sweet time to do. I think I was as ‘fast’ as James. Then I looked around me. Crap! im the fastest. I don’t believe it. check my paper for 5 min and went to sleep. For paper 2, whoa it was somewhat challenging. I didn’t do 2 Qns, haha. Cos I find them very difficult to understand. They even ask us some real stupid Qns. Qns that I bet no one can do. But overall, I think I’ll get my A-ness. Ate lunch with my friends and study with a friend at Mac. In Mac, I heard Hercules soundtrack. Oh gosh, I forgotten the song. I was really finding for that particular song and ironically, I heard it at Mac. So I paused doing Geo. I sang the song softly. I didn’t do my Geo for that particular 2 - 4 min. lol! but I really loved that song. Wait let me rmb the title. I think its ‘I can go the distance’. I think it should be, don’t really know. we left early. My tuition starts at around 6 and u know what? I slept at 5.30. I don’t know why. Maybe becos I was caught up with some scary news. Aint gonna talk about it. so I kinda slept through tuition.
Then when tuition was almost over, I received some really shocking messages. I don’t know what to do or how to help. I called my mum asking her a lot of stuff, trying to understand situation and whats going on. I called my friend and I nearly cried on the phone. I wanted to be there. I told my bro to leave the house for a moment. I turned off all the lights, turn on all the fans. I took my bible out to the living room. I heard nothing but wind howling in the big room. I prayed like I never prayed before. I prayed aloud and ask many Qns. I flip open the bible, the first few words I saw…Psalms 46—God is our refuge and our strength. He is our ever-present help in trouble. Wow, this is some direct ans!! Its like God alr told me that he is there for me, right before I even ask any Qns. I shut my eyes. I don’t believe why I couldn’t cry. It seemed like im really thick-skin. I cried for help. I ask for a miracle. It was a miracle that was not meant for me, but for others. The doors were shut. My only focus was on God. All I can do was to pray and leave the rest to him. sometimes, Im not willing to let go of some things and I thought I can handle them myself but here’s the thing. I am wrong. Leaving the rest to God was hard. But it is said, do your best and God will do the rest. I told myself repeating not to worry, hoping God will turn situations. Hoping he can show my friend a miracle… a miracle that he have always shown me… a miracle that can bring hope…

Today
In the morning, I saw this tree that fallen off. I think its due to some really strong wind. Took a pic of it. Geo is today. For Geo, forest was pretty easy. I think I can pass on forest. Then I look at Food. Shit! What the crap are they talking about? Then look at 2nd Qn, shit, I didn’t study for it, im dead. 3rd. its about entrophication. WTH! Im soooo dead. The only reason why I did Food was… the last Qn was about GM food. So at least I will get 8 marks for Food. But I cant believe Food would turn out this hard. Im gonna find for Mr Chui and proest, he told us that Food was gonna be easy. I don’t think I’ll score for Geo now, oh gosh. I hope I can pass cos I think I’ll do super bad for Food. So after Geo, I stayed behind to help my friends with some chem. Boon kim had to go off early due to some issue. Went to call my pal and had lunch later. reached home slightly early to do some Chinese but again, I fell asleep, I had no reason why. I just felt tired maybe. After Chinese, I stared at the swimming pool. The people there are ripping the tiles of the swimming, I think I can only swim until next month or so. Went for Eng tuition (how contradicting) and all of a sudden, my tuition was so enthusiastic about who I like. I alr told her it was a compo which was ‘partially’ true then she kept staring at me. Haha. I think that conversation caught almost everyone’s attention at the tuition centre, omg. All the small kids also looked at me. Dam embarrassing.

omg the tree...

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they are ripping the tiles

at my tuition centre

Head home for dinner and watched The One with my bro. I think we’re TV addicts, lol. we always watched a movie. Brought dogs for a walk and etc.
Movie review- The One Rating- 8.9/10
Directed by James Wong(director of Final Destination and Dragonball Z) this movie is one of his best works ever. The slow-motion was nicely put in. the music was very intense. The fighting was solid. Beyond cool. A movie that is good in slow-motion will always put slow movments, then fast movements and slow movement again. Its awesome. In fact, the storyline doesn’t make any sense but it was a unique plot. Its like a super human movie but without blasting powers unlike some movies. Fighting scenes inspired many to learn and follow. This movie also inspires many animations to make slow-motion fighting with speed and strength. The ending, then again, is the most intense. Omg, I just wished I could fight like that also, haha. Nevertheless, the movie was one very inspiring fighting movie.

PS: i understand your pain. ive been through that. and all i say is, life still moves on. there will always be two side of a coin. so there will always be ups and downs in life. im very sorry to hear the news. i wish i could help but sometimes, i feel... im just a human being, im no God, i cant give you miracles. so turn back to God and put your trust in him. always remember this phrase...

No eyes have seen, no ears have heard and no mind has conceived what the Lord has planned for those who love him. i can bet this phrase will change you and your life.