Sunday, April 26, 2009
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Friday
We ended early due to speech day. Followed de yuan, cheng sheng, James and Alan to eat lunch. How nice to start a day…. our first order was alr switched by someone else food. Omg… then my food tasted dam salty, I bet even James cant stand it. I had to go off early cos I got some Chinese hw to do. But the first thing I do when I get home is, play L4D, lol! but I didn’t understand why cant i played with other players. I only can play single player which get on my nerves after a while. Did some Chinese hw and got ready to go for tuitionnnn, haha. Cos I wrote a lot for my compo, wayyyy beyond 500 words, maybe about 1500 words plus. Then my bro came back, I saw his compo. Oh my heck!!! His wrote 3 foolscap papers of words, all didn’t leave a line. Means it was about 3000 words like that. That could be his portfolio when he go to poly, haha! We went to tuition but we were late cos of SOMEONE….. Then my tuition was dam shocked when she saw our compo. I think she spent 30 min marking our compo. Half the time gone becos of marking compo, lol! well, I got good marks but my bro didn’t get any marks. Not becos his story is bad, my story was wayyy too long. Its like he spent 3 hrs on it. But I must admit, he can truly write a script. Nice work bro! I wanted to see a movie with my friend but none of the movies were really interesting so we decided to see next week or so.
Saturday
Dam it, I was supposed to wake up early to do Chinese hw but I woke up slightly later, oh gosh. So I decided to do something practical like bring the dogs out in the morning and playing the piano. I didn’t do much for tuition except A maths hw. Then afternoon, we got Chinese tuition. But before that, we went to Auntie Sandra’s house for lunch. Before that also, we went back to our old house to collect some letters. Anyway, They cooked backed rice, yummy! And they also got Mee Siam. So it was a very good lunch. They also got blueberry drink. Lol! I love it! when I got back home, I was seriously very tired, so I ‘heck care’ Chinese hw and went to sleep, haha, I don’t even know why I do that. I felt like updating my blog on that day but somehow… I got no mood. Sometimes, some people just don’t know how hurtful their words can get. They don’t know who they hurt and how much they have actually hurt them. So I was feeling down for the whole night. Then I had a talk with my mum and a long talk with my sis. There was so much misunderstanding going on with my life, they tried to cheer me up. Well, one thing I knew, in people, there is always to sides of a coin. So in actual fact, we are all two-faced people. Lol. no point cursing me becos im two-faced, cos everyone is two-faced. If u wanna point someone’s bad pints, u will only be pointing at a mirror. If u deny you’re a two-faced, then youre obviously lying… to yourself.
trip to my old house


Sunday
I was still feeling down but once I start listening to songs in the car. I somehow become happy. Lol, it was a funny feeling. Somehow I cant anything but happiness, no anger, no sadness, no confusion. Music just cause my to smile (: no matter the outcomes. I saw something really strange and interesting in church. And I have no idea how to describe it. then Joshua followed us to market. We also bought bubble tea, haha, I just love bubbleee teaaa. I think most of my friends knows that. Lol! took some pic. then we went to our grandma house to Joshua brought a new game, lol. me and my bro ended up cheating in the game. Then when our sis came, the game became too easy. Tried playing Twister too but it was a crazy game, hahaha!

joshua and my bro
hello
oh my, he's got a bubble tea, lol!
playing the new game
went to bring my dogs in the afternoon
outing with the dogs
After lunch, my father’s brother’s wife, I don’t exactly know the name but she told me a lot of life. She mentioned a lot of meaningful things, too good to ignore, especially when I have lots of troubles. Some things I really learn. Learn to forgive. I can forgive but I wont forget. Some people can be very successful and very smart, but if their attitude sucks. U see no happiness to them, no real happiness. Who gives a damn if they score and gain the highest marks for every test. Cos when we get a job, we have to work with other people and if we cant forgive their mistakes no matter how bad they are, then we wont last long. they will definitely wont last long cos they bear a grudge and that will grow root in their lives and they will be in agony. They don’t have to do their best to prove me wrong cos they are alr wrong. Unforgiveness is a sin. That’s why I chose to forgive. Forgiving is not a thing, it is a choice. Whether we want to forgive the people around us or not. No one can force us and nothing can change the way we think. But we can learn. The very first thing I must do, learn to forgive someone, anyone, no matter what they have done to me. I got one thing to say to her… I promise to be a better person and I will be a better person and no one is gonna change that. They can crush me, they can tear me from within, and they can cause me to fail. But they will never destroy me completely. And that’s a promise I say to them.
Today is gonna be a good day. cos I gonna watch Fight Club, directed by David Fincher. And then im gonna go out with my bro to study. Haha, first time I ever made such a decision. Well, I just thought I can spend time with him, after all, he’s still my bro. I will comment on Fight Club on my later post or next post. well, I don’t know. but will update soon k? see u people again! :D

PS: just to let you know, I hate no one and I will like u for who you are.
Don’t say your not a good person, yes im talking to u, u know who u r. You’re not a bad person cos we are all made perfect in our own ways. You may not know what youre capable of but I saw something good that made you who u are. And that’s why I chose to be with u, all my friends, good friends, best friends, enemies, the poor, the helpless. U have my word that I will help u. all u have to do is ask.

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