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Sunday, April 5, 2009
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10:44 PM Yesterday Today was good. I went for 2.4km in the morning. I ran like xiao! I mean seriously, I ran and I did not stop for once, I always stop halfway to get my breath but that time, I feel as if someone was backing me up, still encouraging me to move on. I came in 3rd, omg omg! If im not that good in running and I got 3rd, means to say, the whole school sucks in running. The fastest is duh… Lester. But amazingly, I got 9 min plus, *screams* the best so far!! Ahhh!!! Im so proud of myself. But in came with a price, I took almost 30 min to cool down. I felt like dying… all my friends saw me, I fell on my knees(only for a short while). I was really thanking god for giving me strength and also catching my breath. I closed my eyes, I felt so relaxed I thought I wont be able to wake up again. Its true… that’s how tired I felt. Accompanied Alan home and my parents brought me out for dinner, how awesome man. I eat to my hearts content :) then I eat until im bloated, haha. When I arrived home, I really felt like falling down and sleep, lol. I bath and crawled to my bed. Then I looked through all my old messages for one simple reason, to realize my errors. I looked throught what people have said to me and what ive said to people. There are happy moments and sad ones too. While looking through, I just suddenly closed my eyes and slept. Then zoom… 1.5 hours past within seconds. I went to do Chinese hw when I come to. After Chinese, i went to walk around for god knows what reason. The wind was strong and nice, I love the wind. Then I went to watch Nightmare on Elm Street with my bro. It was a very old movie. Then I had dinner with my parents and so on. Im going out to Markus house if he’s free, we’re gonna watch a movie. And it was so last minute but I didn’t mind. Im not doing hw and I yet I don’t see a need to worry. Why tha heck am I feeling this? I don’t even feel a sense of urgency. This is so bad… and im still scoring in studies, its like a bad deed being repaid with good. Its so unfair. Why am I getting something that I don’t deserve? Then I know the ans through the grace of God, becos he wanted me to see that he can do miracles… miracles through me. That’s why I chose to be good to others even though they are bad to me. I also talked to my pal today, we talked about, hahaha… personal stuff but he allowed me to share it in the blog. Haha, thank you so much, pal. Wait lemme me try and recall the conversation… Pal: hey sam whats up? Me: yes? What do u need? Pal: hey, let me ask u a Qn… have u like anyone before? Me: duh, isn’t that obvious? Pal: no… Me: ok, err, I’ve talk to many friends before, they have all like someone, maybe not love but like… as in, like you as a friend sort of thing. Someone u don’t mind going out with. Pal: oh, so u like anyone before? Me: lol! omg, yes. I like a lot of people, not love. Pal: ok fine, u like any girl before? Me: haha, if its not a girl, what u want it to be? An alien? Lol Pal: hahaha, whats her name? Me: (I told him the name but I aint gonna say it in my blog cos I don’t need u to know about it) Pal: oh, ask her out before? Me: yes Pal: what she say to u? Me: yes and no, she cant possibly say yes to all outings… Pal: oh, ok. So what u all do outside? Me: study, joke, talk… what u ask that? What can we possibly be doing outside? Pal: I don’t know, watch a movie or something? Me: well, not yet. She very busy with studies becos she’s gonna graduate next year so I think studies will be important. Pal: oh, so your steady with her? Me: what? I cant say yes or no to that. We’re just friends, cos I don’t think we should be in a relationship cos we’re too young for it. We can be good friends but I wont start a relationship with her… not until poly years. Pal: so have she like any guy before or go out with them? Me: WTH. If she don’t go out with any guy, then she’s crazy about me. Lol! kidding, I would prefer that she can go out with other guys, this shows she’s sociable. Pal: oh so what kin of guys she like? Me: how I know? I don’t ask this kind of Qns… why u ask that anyway? Pal: ermm, don’t know, just asking. Hey, wait wait. So what of girls u like then? Me: well, patient and understanding… Pal: what u talking? EVERY girl is patient and understanding. Me: I would like a girl that IS patient and understanding, not a girl that ACTS patient and understanding. Pal: so is she patient and understanding? Me: well, u can say so. Pal: she’s pretty? Me: omg, u know me jase… I don’t choose someone depending on looks, looks is just a bouns… Pal: yea, yeah. Heard that before. So does she like u? Me: tell her that yourself, im not her, haha. Pal: does she knows u like her? Me: obviously, like and love is way different. If I like someone, I will help her with what im capable of. If I love someone, I will do almost everything for her. Now I only like her, so if she needs help, I’ll help her but im not at the stage where I’ll give my life for her, sorry to say that but yea. How bout u? I told u almost everything, tell me who u like now. Pal: haha, sorry to say, no one. I like no one now, not anyone outside or in school. Me: why? Pal: well, I dont think im capable of having a gf at the moment. Hey then have u fought with your so-called gf? Me: well, we have misunderstanding and argue a while and so but its cool. Its only through arguing, we then know each other better :) Pal: well then sry for change of topics ut what happens if your gf leaves u one day? what are u gonna do? Me: well, there is nothing much I can do. I can only accept her decision and respect it. After all, I know God has a greater plan for me. If my gf leaves me, I can only say to her ‘take care, all the best, all the way’. No arguments, no anger, there will be sadness but there wont be regret. Life still goes on, I wont end my life cos of my gf even if I like her a lot. There are still many good things waiting for us in life, might as well live to its best. Enjoy life while u still can, cos one day, it will all disappear. Don’t ever kill yourself becos its not your time to die even though u decide your fate. Pal: whoa! So profound words, are u sure u mean it? Me: dude, I said that to her. Pal: u did? What she say? Nvm don’t ans that. So if I ask what if she’s just using you, and taking u for granted, what would u do? Me: me? Well… thank God she has used me. At least she does not hates me. Pal: really? Like real u will say that… Me: well, I’ll tell her that if she asks me that Qn. Pal: so what happens if she does not see that u r willing to do everything to help her? Me: well, its up to her, serious. Only she will know, cos im guessing she aint that blind. Pal: oh ok, ut I wont aim for a gf, not yet… Me: good then study hard, or I’ll add this conversation to my blog. Pal: add la! Just don’t put names inside. Me: say one arh? I gtg Markus house soon, ans me. Pal: yea, yea. Just put it in. I wont mind, really. Me: kk. Thanks, I gtg walk the dog and go Markus house watch movie, will chat with u tmr or so. Pal: sure Haha, I took a very long time recall the conversation. Then I brought the dogs for a walk and went to Markus house to watch movie. We watch Ong Bak 2 and Apocalypto. Reached back by nearly 12 midnight. my dogs and my bro sandals, haha  hey choc  look at this, the door is open and my dog is here, this shows my dogs are tamed, lol  Today I went to church in the morning. The service was very good indeed. Some words managed to touch me. When after sermon, I was telling my mum how good God have been to me by giving me miracles. She was glad. Then we go cut hair cos I think my hair is long cos it touched my eyebrows. Then while buying some cakes, I saw some very nicely designed cakes, so I took a pic for them. And one very ‘nice’ thing happen, after my hair was washed, we got to run back to the car, and it was raining, omg! So in simple terms, I gtg wash my hair again. Sian… we played international chess with my dad, whoa, so fun man! I only watched, didn’t play, but I wished to play. It requires some brains for it, I like these types of games lol! my bro won my dad in the first round, hahahah! He’s good man, wayyy good. When we do home, I watched Freddy VS Jason. It was quite an old movie but it was entertaining. The Director is Ronny Yu, the director of Jet Li’s Fearless. The movie does not suits him cos Fearless is such a good movie and Freddy VS Jason is so vulgar and gory. But the music for that movie is very nice, really intense. I think the movie is the TV censored many and I mean MANY scenes. Nearly every action scenes were censored as its so gory, lol! then I went out with my dad for some stuff. We bought dinner back. The claypot rice was very nice. I love it… except for the salted fish. I noticed the sky this evening was very beautiful, you people should look at the sky one day, you’ll never know when the sky can give u a warm feeling of peace. Nvm, I bet u don’t understand what I mean. Ok anyway, I wont be updating much co sim very busy, many people need me and im willing to help them. So im not gonna update everyday but im gonna updated at least once in 3 days, at least… Sec 5 have been moving wayyyy too fast, sometimes, I feel I don’t have time for God so, but nonetheless, I will not forget about him. and that’s a guarantee… I promise. o.O nice cakes  Movie Review- Nightmare on Elm Street Rating- 8.8/10 This movie was published in the early 1990s judging from the graphics. But I tell you, its one of the best horrors I have seen in a long time. That movie is scary and freaky, not shocking. Its not a random shock or anything. Its really freaky, I never knew a horror movie can be so good in the past. It was very good, very suspenseful and smart. Who knew olden horrors can do gore. And Johnny Depp is acting in the movie *screams*. Luckily he didn’t say the F word. He died the most gruesome death, omg. His death was the most amount of effort put in. the movie is just very freaky cos the ending is… just freaky. It left me speechless. Totally intriguing. Computer effects were easily seen cos its an old movie but I bet it managed to keep me seated throughout. PS: Fun facts No. of words = over 2000, most numbers of words in one post Time to complete read, according to my speed = 25-35 min Time to recall conversation = nearly 2 hours. Time taken to complete this post = yesterday night, today morning and today night Hours spent on this entire post = u don’t wanna know… Most entertaining thing in this post (according to my opinion) = talk with my pal about gf I told myself I gotta sleep early today, anyone need anything, drop me message, cya |
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