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Friday, April 3, 2009
Omg!11:04 PM
Today have been rather okay. During maths, I got the highest marks, omg, omg! I don’t even know how I managed to get that marks either. For Chinese, we got to copy one very long compo down, gosh… P.E was interesting. We played volleyball again, and I sucked. James and I went for the volleyball test, I scored 15 (crap) while James scored 19/20. woohoo! You rock man! Then I went to the library with boon kim to do oral. My Chinese reading suck as well. And I felt so tried I felt like sleeping, so I slept for a couple of minutes in the library, lol! What upsets me is after school, I wanted to follow Joshua and my juniors to go SP. However, miss Goh wont let me go cos she was too worried about other things and she does not want to be responsible for me. So I just got to let it be. I go to the library to do the rest of my hw, like Geo. But im sooo dam slow, I done 2 parts of a Qn in one hour. Freaking long! Seriously, I got to catch up. Then went for tuition, and got a good score for compo, wow! So I became very energetic when I go to school for Meet The Parents Session. When I went back home, I kinda shouted at my pal, omg, im so sorry. But thankfully, he allowed me to write this conversation in my blog, thanks pal.
Pal: hey sam, u call? Me: yea, hows your day? Pal: normal, nothing special. Yours? Me: good and bad… Pal: what? Whats good? Whats bad? nvm, start with good first Me: ok, good is I got good marks for maths, got great marks for eng compo. And I just saw a miracle(but I wont add it inside). Pal: that’s good, very good. Now the bad side… Me: sigh… I accidentally reprimand someone’s parent today Pal: WTF. You what?! When? Where? Me: during meet the parents, wait no, after meet the parents session. Pal: what?! What u say? Me: bad things… Pal: oh okay… Me: no its not okay! WTH, this is what happens when im so good in arguing… I prove people wrong. And not just people, I can prove EVERYONE wrong. EVEN WHEN IM IN A WRONG, I TALK UNTIL THE PERSON THINKS IM RIGHT. Im very sick of it. I freaking hate this! Pal: okay sam… calm down a bit Me: im so wrong… I have no right to say anything Pal: ok, its not your fault Me: hell yeah it is. How am I gonna find my wrong when I so dam right, I hate being so freaking right all the time!! Pal: well, I don’t know… Me: I don’t even know the people I hurt around me, it sucks… Pal: maybe someone has to tell your mistakes then? Me: ya! Exactly! Im just lucky that that someone can point out my mistakes. You always say, speak confidently not arrogantly. Now im just so shit of what I said. Pal: don’t worry, that someone can forgive u Me: yeah… right, how would u know? Pal: well, if that someone is understanding then he/she will forgive u. Me: not everyone is like you man… if I anger the wrong people, they will bear a grudge against me for life. Pal: WTH, let me tell you, it aint easy to hate. It takes up way too much energy to hate. That person may dislike u for a very very long time but he/she, whatever the name is, wont hate u. Me: I hope… Pal: don’t hope, its definite. Don’t worry so much k? I don’t think your friends are that bad, otherwise, they wont even be worth being your friends…
I don’t know why I shouted at my pal but it wasn’t good. But hey, best friend sometimes fight, right? Whats most important is that we can turn back to realize our mistakes. No matter how far we go, at long as we can realize our mistakes, the experience will always be worth it. Well I got 2.4km run tmr. Gtg sleep early… PS: im so sorry, to friends, good friends and even best friends. I didn’t know how harmful my words can be, that it got all of u angry and annoyed. I have no right to say these things. Its so NOT pleasant. But im willing to change that, cos I never wished to hurt anyone of u.
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