Hydir testing the mic

Lester and Hydir testing the mic, lol!

Then I heard Hydir’s singing after POA and now then I know why people liked him so much. He’s singing was awesome! He managed to hit that high pitch which I cannot do. I can sing but I bet none of you, except my good friends will hear me sing. So I gotta accompany De Yuan to the police station for some reason, he didn’t commit a crime in case your wondering. Then I walked to kambangan for tuition. After tuition, I was thinking… must I still the hw to my friend? I mean, she was gonna come tmr anyway. Nonetheless, I decided to get things done to pass to her the hw, when I called her, she wanted me to pass to her at 9. I looked at the time, I got 45 min to go. What on earth can I do? I looked at one stretch of road and the other. I could have gone home and pass her later, I really could have. There was so much temptation urging me to take the easy path. I haven’t eaten my dinner yet. Soon, I called my mum and said I would back late for dinner. I was suppose to meet my friend at the bus stop and give her the hw. I was early so I just sat at the bus stop and did my own hw.

There so much voices telling me doubts. I was so tired, I had just miss dinner, just to help a friend? What was she compared to my needs? She was just a friend, more or less, I do not know. Voices were telling me that my efforts will be wasted. After all, she was gonna come tmr… Why was I sacrificing so much for her? I didn’t eat, I haven’t change, I only have water all this for what? Just to pass a friend hw? So much Qns that was pulling me down. Then when she arrived, she was on her phone with her friend. I pass everything to her. We walked to the bus stop across the road. She was still on the phone. I thought I could tell her an April fool’s joke, just to cheer her up or see her laugh but didn’t have a chance. I looked at the sky, what can I possibly say to her? Nothing…I cant complain, I can only accept and respect her doings. When the bus came, she apologized for everything. i was utterly speechless. When I sat down, I was just stunned. I only got one Qn in my head, was it all worth it? If your asking me, she was very rude. I thought she could at least talk to her friend later. I had just sacrificed so much and in the end, was just casted away one side. I really don’t know what to say. Was it really worth it? I was just thinking about it all night. My legs were so dead tired. I had to call Markus and talk to him about our lives just to get me going. I was one step closer to collapsing. I couldn’t even eat well for dinner, I was just so speechless, wishing this unforgettable deed could be repaid by something or somewhat. Was it all really worth it? When im back home, I just felt like sleeping. Then I receive a message that can FINALLY cause me to smile. I can finally sleep soundly. I only had one ans to that Qn. Was it all really worth it?
Yes
Today
I woke up very early to fix up my own breakfast but my sis and my mum woke up early and set up breakfast for me. They were so kind, I appreciate it. Today was also a very tiring day. A maths test was freaking difficult. But surprising, I think I can get full marks. SS was a killer. Now I got to copy down points and submit the doc to Mdn Chui. Took some pic in the comp lab.

Alan

studying...

Mdn chui is at the side, good thing she didnt catch me taking a pic.

In comp lab

a room which i never thought could be opened...

What a day to start off with. English was so crap… I didn’t bring the Distinctive English, and I didn’t tell Shelby about it either. Omg, im so guilty. Then boon kim or Donovan don’t even wanna go to her. What is wrong with them? So I got to take Donovan book and go to her, cos if I don’t, then who going to? I could tell a lot of people were gossiping about us, whoa, childish minds… Let they think all they want. As what Shelby told me, as long as we have a clear conscience of what is right.
After school, we got Geo test, I was unprepared for it, crap. I think forest I would do well, but for food, omg, I think I can fail that. I didn’t even do part 1 of Qn 4. 6 marks gone down the drain. When I was done, I saw some guys playing some ball game, I forgotten the name, I went home for Chinese tuition, omg, I felt like dying. I was so tired. I felt like sleeping, lol! but somehow, I was very hyper when tuition was over. Watch Aliens with my bro after we brought the dogs out for a walk. Okay, I know this is such a long post and im updating this so dam late. Omg! Sometimes, I just wish I could sleep and wake up with a new mind, a new day and a new life. I wish…

the choue ball game, i think the name is spelt wrongly... oh crap

Movie Review- Aliens Rating- 9/10
Another awesome movie directed by James Cameron, the director of Titanic. The movie is very good I must say. The intro was boring but still rather entertaining. There was no action until an hour later, but the suspense kept me going. I like the way how the story flows, its very nice. The sounds were pretty original and the action was kinda intense. There are some parts for the movie that were very unexpected. I admire James Cameron work. Computer effects blending were also very good. The only thing the movie lacked was slow-motion. Other than that, it was breath-taking.

PS: kinda freaked out when this post was over 1300 words… again. Just to say a bit of my plan, im going out with Hao jun to renew my phone cos its very funny. Shelby send me a message by 11 plus yesterday, the date on the phone was 3am. How could anyone send me a message by 3am. So my phone is kinda nuts! But its only a plan, not yet confirmed. Then im going Markus house to learn how to cook, lol! so we’re gonna cook and eat together, haha. Maybe we’re gonna watch a movie also. who knows, haha. Now its time for me, to just look at the sky and reflected what I have done. Life have been really fast and I missed out the miracles that God has given me. Cos I must turn back to thank him for all he has done :) Tmr is gonna be another long day.
And oh yea, James… your singing is actually quite good, your voice is just soft. My singing is rather okay, cant comment about it, you just didn’t hear me sing yet.