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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
First meeting
5:01 PM Based and inspired from a true event. I prepared my stuff and grabbed my bag. I haven’t put on long pants for a long while. My heart beat faster as I was about to leave the door. I cannot mess up this meeting. It was once in a lifetime opportunity for me and I could not forgive myself if I were to mess up. I was still a paranoid person, still thinking what happens if I mess up. I head out to the bus stop. My heart beat a little faster. Only a couple more minutes… comes one of the most critical moments of my life. What happens if I say something wrong? Something that will hurt her. I only had one chance. If I blow it, I wont think I’ll get a second chance again. What do I even say to her? A greeting or jump straight to topic? Who knows? Not even me. How will this end like? Good? Bad? One more stop to go. Voices of doubt continued to hit me. ‘oh Samuel… u know what? the end will be tragic. U know why? All the days of your life, u never gone out with a girl. See? u don’t even know what to say… face it. every first try is always a failure. No one succeeds in the first try. No matter how much u pray, how much u hoped, how much u want to be a kind person but u wont. Becos u aint ready for this. Accept the fact…’ I had arrived to the last stop. I got off. The place was crowded as usual. I arrived just on time. I looked around. Seems like she hasn’t arrived yet. I walked around the place. she said the phone booth, I wasn’t exactly sure where it was. There were 2 phone booths and both of them were near the POSB. So I walked from one end of one phone booth to the other end. I saw this beggar there. He was like the background music since he was playing the guitar or something. Time was passing really slowly. 10 min seemed like 30. I cannot contact her becos she didn’t had her phone. So I just got to trust her and wait. Then I got a message. Omg. its her mum. I have no idea how she got my number. It seemed she got the wrong person. We chat for a while, the meeting was confirmed. There were no last minute changes. 20 min past. Irritating voices of doubt were getting me restless. ‘‘face it. she aint gonna come. She had forgotten about it. furthermore, u cant even contact her. If she were to quit right now, u wont even know about it. it’s a failure. Forget about it. it will never work out right. No one is gonna come for u…’’ then a bus came. I saw one of my friends walked to me and throw a soft punch to my stomach. ‘good luck’ were the words he said. As I looked behind him, there she was. The moment I saw her, all the voices disappeared, I no longer had to worry anymore. In a split second, I alr know what to say. It would be what a normal guy would say to a normal girl. We went to macs. Everything just turned out smooth. We didn’t stay long cos she was real tired. I wanted to see her off but she didn’t want to. However, it was all right. All ends well. If the voices of doubt were to come again, I would have said to it, ‘ in your face man!’. Haha! That was one of the most notable outings I will never forget because… It was the first meeting. Movie Review- Knowing Rating- 8.1/10 From the director of I.robot, this is quite of a disappointment. In case u haven’t know, there is a book on it. Knowing consists of numbers that follow a sequence of major disasters that is written by a so-called emo girl. How did she came about, the movie did not say. In the book, the main character suppose to be not so smart. In the movie, the moment he see numbers. He search the internet and found that all the disasters are linked. Dam smart man. Its like… really unrealistic. The only good part was when the aeroplane crashed. That whole part was a ‘one take’. That was pretty cool. There are only 3 action parts in the movie so the intro was rather boring. The storyline is quite strange cos its about aliens and stuff. Something like end of the world kind of movie. I only liked the ‘one take’ scene. Its well done. |
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